Its Dangerous (Connor Franta)

Dating or nah

The next day was school. Connor surprisingly showed up. I tried telling him that Jc would beat him up. He just ignored me. Lunch rolled around. I got lunch. The usual. I had pizza, salad, and milk. I sat by my best friends.

**

Science class came and Mr. Bush talked. Blah blah blah. But then I heard him say that we were going to be dissecting a starfish Tuesday. I remember last year, freshman year when I dissected a frog. I went to the nurses office. I seriously fainted.

**

I walked home alone. It was pouring down. The normal girl would have ran home, but not me. I actually walked as slow as I could. I didn't walk home. I walked to the park. The park is the first time I was Connor.

*flashback*

It was my 13th birthday. I didn't have many friends. (Also if I had friends the were fake friends. I learned my lesson.) So I went to the park. Jc, and his friends came with me. I really didn't mind, they were the closest thing to "friends" that I had. Connor then came over and asked why I came with. I explain it was my birthday and I had no friends. I yelled that he felt bad for me. Around 2pm it started raining and they left. Me on the other hand stayed.

*present*

It is my 17th birthday. I walked to the park were I met Connor 4 years ago. I sat on the same swig. I saw Connor walking by.

"Hi Franta!"

"Hello Kay." I stared at him funny. "oh sorry is it okay if I call you Kay?"

"Sure I don't mind"

"Okay good? So happy birthday!"

"How did you remember?"

"Well we met 4 years ago in this exact spot."

"How do you remember it was this spot."

"Because I love you Kay. I see you every year sitting at this park on your birthday. Also I did remember I just though you didn't remember me! So yes I love you and I can't stop myself."

"Oh Connor, I love you too but.." He cut me off.

"Of course you are dating somebody, I know, I'm a loser."

"Con, your not a loser. I didn't finish. It's that I love you sooo much. I come to the park every birthday hoping you will remember that it's my birthday and you don't come."

"Oh. So will you be my girlfriend?" I blush a little. Okay okay I blushed a lot when he asked me:)

"Of course!"

"I love you Kay"

"I love you Franta"

**

it was school again and Connor was there. But I saw him kissing another girl. I knew in my mind that he would do that to me someday. Then he turn over and saw me. He ran away knowing that I saw him. I decided to ditch school. Instead of going home, I went and brought a razor. I started to cut myself. Connor was also there buying a 5SOS album. I always wanted one. But I know it wasn't for me.

**

I went back to school with my wrists all bloody and cut. School then ended. I checked the mailbox, like I always do. And there was a letter that read...

To Kaylee

From Franta

I opened it and I was shocked.