Amnesia || kth ✔

30 - Arrived

-- Juhyeon --

I'm just here inside my home the whole day with Seojun. It's his day off right now that's why he's just here. His girlfriend is busy for her work and he said that he'll rather to stay with me to take care of me.

Awww I love my brother.

But still, my mind is a mess. It just keep aching and aching that's why there's a bottle of water beside me.

My whole life is a lie. For all of those signs that are pretty obvious that Taehyung is my husband, how stupid I am from ignoring all of them?! Even my own daughter, I really insist the lie to her. I'm glad that she still sticks to the truth that Taehyung is her father.

Jungkook already said the truth and I now accepted it. But still, I'm confused. I don't have any memory with Taehyung before the accident. My memory with him begins inside the hospital, when I was in my room amd he's sitting beside me waiting for me to wake up.

I really do have amnesia.

I want to remember everything, so I can appreciate Taehyung and our family-- broken family.

Is there still hope for it?

I want to know if I could remember everything. I want to go to the doctor for check up.

"Seojun" I called him and he's just facing his phone.

"Hm?"

"Can we go to the doctor. I want check ups" I said.

"Okay" he said and put his phone inside his pocket.

We went to the hospital where I first met Taehyung with my amnesia. There's a lot of confusing memories here-- and a memorable memory. When I Jungkook has a fever and rushed to the hospital. I can't believe that Taehyung is in here too with Jaehyeon. When I was kissing Jungkook and Taehyung just entered the room and it broke our kiss. Taehyung just started to kiss me. That kiss....  Argh! I miss him!

Seojun and I entered the room and there the doctor is.

"Mrs. Kim, how are you? Do you already remember anything?" that's the first thing the doctor said. She remembers her patient. She still recognized me and remember my illness.

"Not a single memory" I honestly answered.

"Are you still drinking your vitamins?" she asked me. Actually, I wasn't drinking them. I didn't accepted the fact that I have amnesia but for now, I accepted it. It is my fault.

"Yes" I lied.

"But you still doesn't remember anything? Try to go to memorable places with the person you forgot" she said, I nodded.

I need to hang out with him. But how? He's already hanging out with someone else.

I want to feel loved with him like before but I just keep pushing me away. He was broken and someone healed it. Now, he loved the person who healed his broken heart.

"By the way, continue taking your vitamins and I'm just going to add them" she said and wrote something. She gave me the paper and she said "They're just minor vitamins for you but they can be more effective and also, visit here again next week so we can see your improvement"

I nodded in agreement. Later we went to a drug store to buy vitamins for me.

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My god! This day! There's a lot of realization. I'm just facing on my phone.

While scrolling down on my news feeds I saw a post says

Kim Jaehyeon was tagged on a post