Taekook | Empty Promises°

The ninth letter

I failed her

Sometimes I think about our past.

All the promises that you made.

Every ups and downs of our relationship.

And then I think about the way you broke all your promises, betrayed our past and broke our relationship.

Why did you leave me?

Was I not good enough?

Was our relationship really not worth it?

Was She better?

And what happened with you wanting to make at least ten kids with me?

You never cared about Taewoon the way you did to your kids with Her.

You never loved me as much as you love Her.

Did you love me really at any point?

Of course not.

You wouldn't have betrayed me like that.

You wouldn't have left me without an explanation.

Then why did you pretend it?

Did you see me as a toy?

Then why did you ask me to marry you?

Why did you get me pregnant?

Now I'm a single parent with the help of my only true friend.

But it turns out.

He didn't really want to be just my friend.

He asked me to be his boyfriend.

I told him that I wasn't quiet over you just yet.

He was mad.

He told me that you didn't love me and you never did.

That you just used me for my body.

I became mad too.

And also very upset.

Then he left.

Just the way you did.

And my beautiful Taewoon...

I failed to be a good parent for her again.