Taekook | Empty Promises°

The sixths letter

I realised

I went home after that.

And cried.

Harder than ever before.

Harder than the time you left 3 years ago.

Harder than ever in my pregnancy.

Harder than when I had to give birth alone.

Harder than any of the times I thought how bad of a parent I was.

I just cried and cried and cried.

Never ending waterfalls were pouring out of my eyes as I sobbed into the pillow.

Yoongi hyung knocked on my door more times than I could count it.

He begged me to talk to him.

But I couldn't.

I only came out when it was Taewoon's bed time.

I sat on her bed beside her and watched how she slept.

She looked a lot like you.

She had the same nose and smile.

And then I realised that we'll never raise her together.