Sad Boy ☹ ↠ Gawsten

Chapter Nine

-Weeks later-

Awsten's pov

"Otto, leave me alone!" I screamed running around the gym of the school.

"No! you're hiding something and I know it!" He says still chasing after me.

"I have no idea what you're talking about." I lie pushing myself to run faster.

"Awsten just stop! You can talk to me." He says

I stop in a corner hiding between two walls trying to catch my breath and holding my journal my journal close to my chest for dear life.

"Please Awes." Otto pleads

He sounds so upset, I do trust Otto but I just don't want Geoff to know. It's embarrassing and I shouldn't have done this and if shawn wasn't such a blabber mouth then nobody would know!

"I-Im sorry, Otto."

"There's no need to be sorry Awsten, What's in the book?" He asked getting somewhat closer.

I walked out of the corner and slowly handed the book to him and he flipped some pages till he made it to the recent one, and he started reading outloud.

"When you're out I miss you badly, I write you songs like this today. There's something I haven't told before. You stopped me in my tracks, You caught me in a gaze. It's one of the things that I just can't help these days. Cause I'm dying to be your everything, everything." Otto says whispering the last part.

"It's stupid I was just writing it and Shawn peeked behind my shoulder one day and I-"

"Awsten, Geoff would love this!" He says

"No! Geoff can't know!"

"Geoff can't know what?" I jumped when hearing the voice and snatched the book from Otto crawling back into the corner.

It was Geoff. Fuck!

"Dont tell him anything Otto!"

"Why is Awsten hiding in the corner?" Geoff asked standing next to Otto now.

"He's scared of what you'll think of him." Otto says

"Otto no! I will kick you out of the band!"

Otto snorts, "I'll just get Geoff to put me back in."

"Goddamnit!"

"Awsten, just come out babe." Geoff says

"This isn't a closet, genius!"

"Awsten don't make me come and drag you out." Geoff says

I can practically hear the stupid smile on his face ugh.

"You wouldn't dare." I says cradling my book to my chest.

"You shouldn't underestimate me, babe." He says giggling a bit before I hear him walking closer to me.

"Geoff n-" by this point he has already picked me up and wrap my arms around his neck so I don't fall.

"I told you I would do it." He says bringing me back into lighted gym.

"I hate you." I say as he drops me to my feet.

"No you dont, now what are you hiding?" Geoff says eyeing the book in my hands.

"It's um..."

"Come on babe, you can trust me." He says

I sigh.. he's right.

"I just um.. I've been writing new songs for the band and I may have written one a-about you." I say nervously keeping my eyes to the floor.

I feel him take his soft fingers and lift my chin up.

"Can I read it?" He asked

"I guess.."

He smiles pecking my lips softly before gently taking the book out of my grasp and flipping pages and he finds the recent one, I know because I bent the corner of the page.

Geoff's beautiful blue eyes scan the page and I watch as his smiles grows wider with every line he reads and it makes me feel a little bit better and less embarrassed.

He closes the book and drops it gently onto the floor and I watch as he steps closer to me gently grabbing my face with both hands. I can feel his breath on my lips and my eyes slowly close as his lips capture mine in a passionate yet slow kiss.

My hands find their way into his hair and he groans a bit as I gently tug on his hair knowing how much he likes that. He pulls away slowly pecking my lips once more and adding a quick one on the tip of my nose causing me to scrunch my face.

"Now, all that running for nothing, Awsten" Otto says

"You're still here?" Geoff asked pulling me into his arms.

"Yeah, I've been sitting here sending Grace vids on Imessage." He says

"Why not snapchat?"

"Otto has a fear of the Internet." Geoff says

"Really?"

"The internet is a bad place, dude." Otto says

"Fair point." I shrug 

"Are you gonna keep working on the song?" Geoff asked

"Do you like it?"

"Yeah, I love it." He says

"Then I will."

He nods and kisses the top of my head "Good."

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Short chapter.. it's simple but affective and also im lazy so yeah. I promise there will be a better chapter after this writers block goes away. Thanks for sticking around, I really appreciate it! I love you, goodbye!

Word count: 829
Edited: nope

-Mic⚡️