A/n: This came out really weird. All I can say is it came out weird and I don't really like situations like this in real life so idk why it turned out this way but I started writing and couldn't stop. It came out weird.
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"Uuugh is she seriously here again?"
"Willy you can't be surprised every time she's at the appartment. She lives here." Auston said rolling his eyes bringing his practice bag to his room. Mitch throws his to the side and vaults over the couch at me.
"Jesus Mitch." I groaned shoving his knee off my ribs.
"I just can't believe someone would see her face everyday by choice." William says sitting on the chair farthest from me.
"Hello to you to Nylander." I rolled my eyes and looked back to Mitch who had cuddled up to me. "How was practice?"
"It was good. Coach worked us particularly hard today because of the loss last night. Definitely gonna feel it tomorrow." He said pouting.
"Awww poor baby." I brush some of his hair out of his face.
"Get a room.."
"Willy shut up. You've been so pissy since we got out of the car."
"It's cuz I have to sit here with her." He gestures over to me without looking at him.
"Get over yourself Nylander."
"Guys stop for five seconds. Can we decide where we're going out to eat?"
"Let's go to the mandarin or something like that? I want Chinese food." William said with a grin.
"I donno..we'd have to be careful with (y/n). She might get sick."
"And we can't let that happen." Will replied rolling his eyes.
"No we can't." Mitch replied firmly.
"It's okay I'll be careful or better yet I'll just stay home. I don't want to ruin your night." I say playing with mitch's fingers. He grabs my hand.
"No you're coming. Are you sure you're alright with Chinese?"
"I can eat rice and sushi and stuff. I just need to be careful. Read ingredients and stuff. Nothing out of the ordinary."
"Okay if you're sure.." Auston said sounding very unsure, knowing my mandarin history.
"I am."
"Alright then go get dressed." Mitch says hitting my butt as I got up. "As cute as those pajamas are they are not mandarin worthy."
I go upstairs to my room that I basically share with Mitch. His stuff is all over just as much as mine. The two of us had a weird relationship. Neither one of us had feelings for each other at all but we cuddled and kissed and on occasion we go further. We both just need physical contact always and can give it to each other. When either one of us start dating we stop completely but inbetween we have a nice comfortable friendship to get contact from. Besides I like William more than I can express. Much too much to ever have feelings for little Mitchie.
I found my winter leotards so I didn't have to shave my legs and my new velvet dress and threw them both on quickly. I ran a brush through my hair and applied my 5 minute makeup look which consists of eyeliner, mascara, and lipstick (today I chose dark purple). Once I'm done I go back downstairs where I get a whistle from mitch.
"Wow cute lady!"
"You look a little less like a goblin. Can we go now?"
"Yes you ass let's go." I say after putting on my heeled booties. Even with them on I'm still a midget compared to them reaching 5 foot 4 with my heels on. Mitch put his arm around my shoulder as we walked to the car we were taking. The boys got in the front and Mitch sat in the back right beside me so he could keep touching.
"You look really fucking pretty." Mitch whispered to me nipping at my ear.
"Mitchie not now." I turned my head and gave him a little kiss. "Thank you though. Wish he thought so too.."
"He's being garbage. If he doesn't see it then we'll make him." Mitch knew about my feelings. It's easy to share everything when you're as comfortable with someone as I am with him. We stayed quiet the rest of the way there. When we arrived we all walked in and got a booth in the very back more private section so no one would bother the boys. We went and got our food, me being very careful of what I was getting, the boys filling their plates sky high since tonight is their cheat meal. I go back to the table pretty much at the same time as William unfortunately. I sit my plate down and go back to Mitch since it's just too awkward sitting there with Will.
"Whatcha doin cutie?" Mitch asks as I faceplant into his back.
"Willy was glaring and making me squirm in a bad way so I came here instead."
"Dude we really have to do something about this. This isn't our William. Ours is Sunshine not rainclouds.." Auston said with a frown.
"I'm sure he'll get over it..I'm sorry for making things harder on you guys."
"(Y/n) it's not your fault. You're aren't doing anything at all. Let's go back so we can eat." Mitch grabbed my hand and led the way back to the table. William scoffed and rolled his eyes once we came back.
"Couldn't keep your hands off him for 5 minutes?" He asked me.
"Dude you're the one who made her uncomfortable just glaring at her."
"Whatever." He mumbled digging in. All the boys dug in and started talking and laughing very quickly forgetting about any foul moods. I started eating too.
About 3 bites in though I could tell things weren't right. I kept eating a little more though thinking it was just in my head. It wasn't. My whole body started feeling off and I felt like I was going to throw up or fall over or both. Without looking up from my plate, knowing my eyes were sunken in, I told the boys I'd be right back and zoomed into the bathroom just in time to collapse on the floor and start panicking. Everything felt really wrong. I knew imediately at the table I'd had gluten. I didn't know how but it was in me now rearing it's ugly head. I didn't think through the collapsing in the bathroom though. My first thought was don't cause a scene so I went where I wouldn't cause a scene but now I can't stand and am laying on the floor of the girls bathroom. I start crying and panic more to the point of me shaking and sobbing.
Luckily for me a woman walks in and finds me. She gasps and asks me what to do and if I'm alright. I explain to her what happened and asked her to go get mitch for me. Not 5 minutes after she left me Mitchell ran in breathing heavy.
"Oh my god..babe what happened?"
"Gluten..I don't know how... I don't know. I don't know I'm sorry. I was being so careful I don't know what happened.."
"Hey hey sssh its going to be okay. Let's go back out-"
"Mitchie I can't get up..I can't even sit up."
"Good god (y/n).. we're going home now."
"What about Auston and Willy?"
"I don't care. We're getting doggy bags and going home now. Or better yet a hospital."
"A hospital can't do anything Mitchie. Home is the best place for me at this point."
"I'm gonna text auston and tell him to meet us out in the car."
"Okay.."
"Alright let's go babe." He lifted me up bridal style in his arms and carried me out to the car. We had just gotten me situated in the back seat when auston ran up.
"What the fuck happened?" Auston demanded.
"She ate gluten."
"What?! How? We made sure nothing on her plate had no gluten." Both boys think for a second and then look to Willy. "What did you do?"
"What? Who me?"
"Yes William you. What. Did. You. Do."
"I didn't do anything I-.... fine. I mixed some sauce in her rice that has wheat in it when she went to stand with you guys."
"YOU ARE SO FUCKING DUMB." Mitch got in the car and slammed the door wetting a towel and putting it on my head while I cried and tried not to barf. Soon enough the car was full of very tense boys and we drove home.
I don't know if anyone spoke because I was sleeping most of the way home. When we got there mitch carried me in and brought me up to my room. I woke up shortly after already sobbing at the pain in my stomach.
"Mitchie? AUSTON?" I called out quietly. I heard Mitch walking up the stairs fast.
"Hi sweetpea. How are you feeling?"
"I'm fine."
"Oh dude that's so not true. At all."
"I know.." I said sniffling. "I'm sorry I ruined everything tonight."
"You didn't ruin anything. I promise. Do you need anything?"
"No m'okay."
"Hey little bean." Auston said coming into the room.
"Hi."
"You're not lookin good..are you sure we shouldn't bring you to the hospital?"
"Yeah im sure. Once its in my system that's it."
"That's so shit.. We're so sorry that we let this happen."
"It wasn't your fault. It was mine."
"How do you figure?" Mitch asked in shock.
"My heart beats and I breathe which means I'm alive and that's all he needs apparently.." I mumbled quietly. Both boys stay silent for a little while.
"(Y/n) do you think that maybe it's time to just forget about him?" Mitch asked sadly looking at me.
"Maybe.."
"I know you like him but is this worth it at all for anyone?"
"Nope its not." We were all quiet again until Auston spoke up.
"Would you be willing to talk to him?"
"I guess..but if I say mean things keep in mind that I'm in a lot of pain and I mean every word I say." This made Mitch burst out in a goofy laugh.
"That's okay babes, you can say mean things." He said while Auston left the room. A minute later Auston came back with William.
"Wow I thought you looked bad before. Yikes."
"Ya knooow that's probably not the right thing to start with after what you've done Willy." Auston said smacking him in the back of the head.
"Well look at her! I'm not wrong. Everyone in this room probably thinks so and if you don't you're lying to yourselves."
"Dude shut the fuck up." Mitch yelled standing up and trying to get in his face. He was easily stopped by Auston but he still tried. "You did this to her! On purpose. Look at her! Look what you fucking did!"
"I don't want to."
"Well you're going to. She's going to stay with you until she's better." Auston said calmly.
"I know.. I can't believe I fucking agreed to this shit." He replied crossing his arms.
"You agreed because you know this is your fucking fault." Mitch snapped.
"Guys..?"
"Whatsa matter bean?" Mitch said coming back to the bed.
"Please stop fighting..I don't want to cause more problems." I shifted a bit and starting crying harder at the pain.
"I'm going to pack her bag." Auston said. "If you're okay with it Ash."
"I don't care. There's nothing worse he could do to me." I said it looking right at William.
"Okay. We'll get your stuff together. Can you get downstairs?"
"I'm going to need help.."
"Willy you're up."
"What do I have to do?" He asked Auston.
"Dude ask her."
"Fine. Um (y/n) what do I need to do?"
"I uh need help to stand. I can get sitting up but I need help from there."
"Okay." He said nodding. I took time to sit up. "Are you okay?"
"Nope but let's go." He put his arm around me and helped me up. My legs shook and I almost fell but William caught me.
"It's okay I've got you." He said taking more weight off my legs. We get down the stairs and at the bottom my legs gave out completely and I crumpled on the floor.
"Bean are you okay?!" Mitch asked running down the stairs.
"M'okay." William helped me get up again and Mitch took me.
"You're going to be okay babes I promise." He said kissing my head I saw William roll his eyes but I ignored it. "Let's get going yeah?"
"Yeah." Mitch picked me up and brought me out to the car. When we were finally situated I was laid across the backseat with my head on Mitch's lap. I fell asleep and suddenly I woke up in a strange bed.
"Hey you're finally awake." William said quietly from beside me on the bed.
"How long was I asleep?"
"Probably around 6 hours."
"William it's the middle of the night! Why aren't you sleeping?"
"I wanted to make sure you would wake up."
"Oh.." it was quiet for a minute before I spoke up again. "Thank you."
"You don't have to thank me. I don't want you to die in my bed." He hadn't looked up from his phone the whole conversation which was good because I was admiring his features.
"I'll go to the couch if that's better for you.." I said and that made him look at me.
"No are you joking?! Come on you're funnier than that."
"I'm not joking.. I know the boys forced you to bring me here. I don't want to make it harder on you than it needs to be."
"Stop it. You're sick as hell."
"Yeah no thanks to you.." I mumbled.
"For god sakes it was meant as a prank! It was supposed to just lighten up the mood I didn't know you would get this sick you only ate a few bites."
"Well it was a fucking shit prank." I said pouting.
"I know okay. I feel awful that you're like this because of something I did." He looked genuinely sorry but I couldn't trust it. "Whatever this little feud between is, I pushed it to far."
"It's a disease dude. Using something like that to get ahead of a feud you started and I never wanted to be in is just fucked up. You have no idea how this works and you fucked around with it. You don't even realize how bad the next month is going to be for me now." I let out a bitter laugh. "But hey, maybe you did know. Maybe you wanted me to be this way. Since you hate me so much and stuff."
"That is bullshit for so many reasons!"
"Whatever maybe it is. Can you help me get to the bathroom?" I asked starting the process of sitting up.
"Yeah of course." He got off the bed and came around the bed to me. He helped me stand up and walk to the bathroom attatched to his room. I closed the door and used the counter to get to the toilet. I sat down and started sobbing at the pain in my stomach. Once I was done I flushed the toilet and dragged myself over to the sink but the wave of stabing pains had me crumpled on the floor. There was a knock on the door soon after.
"Are you okay in there? I heard a loud noise."
"It was me."
"Doing what?"
"Falling on the floor."
"I hope you're decent because I'm coming in." He opened the door and looked down and me. "Oh my god (y/n).. here come on let help you back to bed."
"No it's okay. I can do it." I said trying to pull my body across the tile floor.
"Stop you don't have to do that!" He said getting down on the floor beside me.
"Yes I do."
"Why? Give me one good reason."
"I'm too fucking fat Nylander. I can't stand up right now and you think I'm a fucking cow. I'm not giving you another reason for you to shit on me for my fucking weight."
"(Y/n) please just let me bring you to the bed."
"No I'd rather sleep on the floor than give you more ammunition." I said sadly crying still trying to crawl over the floor.
"Stop. You know you're not a cow. Mitch compliments you every day on how you look."
"It doesn't matter." I whisper as I cry more. "His compliments don't mean shit."
"I'm bringing you back to the bed now come on. Stop squirming because I don't want to hurt you more."
"Fine." I said as he started to lift me. It made me cry but I was now a little bit more comfortable in the bed.
"Is that any better?"
"A little."
"Good."
"Can you turn the lights off?" I asked snuggling into his blankets.
"Yeah of course." He got up and turned the light off. I could see him taking off his clothes and I gasped quietly. I was glad it was dark so he couldn't see me blush. "I usually sleep naked but I feel that would be rude so is this okay?"
"Do whatever you're comfortable with. I don't wanna make you uncomfortable at all William." I said as he got into bed and laughed. "What are you laughing at?"
"I think that's the first time you've ever called me William."
"I call you William all the time."
"Not to me."
"I know." I said quietly. "You don't respect me enough to use my name why should I use yours?"
"I've been using yours today."
"Yeah after you made me sick. Before that you were being crazy and rude."
"I'm sorry. It was rude, you're right. I get annoyed sometimes."
"Why? You always try to make the boys hate me and I don't know why."
"Half of the time I'm just annoyed at how you act with the boys. You're so close and touchy with them. Especially with Mitch."
"William I'm touchy with people I'm comfortable with. I'm the most comfortable with Mitch because he's most comfortable with me."
"Its annoying. You guys should just date."
"Can't. I like someone else too much."
"How would anyone know that based on how you and Mitch act?"
"I don't know. I don't have a chance so I never thought about it."
"Why would you think that?"
"Because he's too good for me. Too talented, too sweet, too cute. Just too good."
"That's crazy.."
"Yeah well." I shrugged yawning.
"Go to sleep (y/n). Wake me up if you need anything."
"Goodnight William."
I stayed asleep for about 5 more hours before I turned wrong and let out a loud yelp as tears started again. I tried to be quiet but it didn't work out too well. I felt so bad that I was in his bed and waking him up. He looked around and blinked a few times shaking his head.
"Hey are you okay? What's wrong?"
"Hurts.."
"How can I help? What can I do?"
"Just go back to sleep I'm sorry."
"Don't be sorry. What can I do to help?"
"You can't.." I was still crying a lot. "You just can't."
"Come here." William murmured scooting over to me. I didn't know what to say so I just didn't say anything. He put his arm behind my back and he pulled me close to him.
"What doing?" I mumbled into his chest.
"I am so sorry."
"William you don't need to do this. I won't tell the boys if you just leave me alone."
"God, shut up. No one is forcing me to do this. I feel awful. I just want to make this easier somehow. No one forced me to do anything."
"I'm sorry.."
"You have absolutely nothing to be sorry about. How is it that I'm the one who did something wrong and you're the one apologizing?" He asked quietly against my hair.
"I always apologize. Especially about you and around you. It's always my fault."
"It's not your fault."
"I always ruin everything for you by being alive. It is my fault."
"No. You don't ruin anything. I'm glad you're alive you fucking idiot."
"Okay."
"Do you want some breakfast (y/n/n)?"
"No."
"Hey come on you need to eat something."
"Don't worry about me."
"Well I am worried about you. You can't just eat nothing."
"Come tell me that when every cell in your entire body is attacking you. Trust me you wouldn't want to eat."
"I'm sorry but I hope I don't feel that."
"I hope you never feel it. I wouldn't wish this on you ever for any reason." I said quietly tracing circles on his shirtless chest.
"You still need to eat something."
"Meh I will eventually."
"Come with me to the living room?"
"Okay."
"I've got tv and stuff in there to do. Plus there's windows so you won't just be here in the dark."
"That sounds better for sure. Can you help me?"
"Yeah yeah of course come to the edge of the bed." I crawled over slowly and once I got there he picked me up and carried me over to the couch. "Here you pick what you want to watch while I get food."
"Okay." I said sighing and putting Bob's burgers.
"I'm baaaack." William said coming back into the room with a big bowl.
"Hi." I said with a little giggle. He smiled and put the bowl on the table beside the small couch before lifting up my legs and putting them back down on him. He grabbed the bowl and took the fork out with a piece of strawberry on it. He held it up to me.
"Open up."
"Willy I said I didn't want any food.."
"I know. Eat it. I know you love strawberries."
"How do you know that?"
"I asked Auston a long time ago."
"Why did you do that?"
"Doesn't matter. Eat this fruit." He put the strawberry right up against my mouth making me giggle.
"Fine." I said eating it off the fork. "Thank you."
"No need to thank me. You need to eat."
"I still wanna know why you asked Auston."
"Just in case you were ever here with them I wanted to have something for you."
"Okay they'd never do that though?"
"They were going to so I could apologize a long time ago but I chickened out."
"Why?"
"I didn't think you'd accept it." He said quietly facing the TV.
"I guess it would've depended."
"On what?"
"If you were sincere. I'd know if you weren't and then I wouldn't accept it."
"Pfft you'd never know." He said looking back at me with a teasing grin.
"Ummmm yeah I would boi."
"How?"
"You've got honest eyes. You're the easiest to read."
"They can't be too honest and easy to read."
"I just meant that I could tell when you're lying."
"Prove it. What's something I've lied about."
"You've been lying forever about hating me. Don't know what the big act has been for but I don't buy it."
"You don't know that."
"Dude if you really hated me you'd have made me sick and never cared. You definitely wouldn't bring me home to take care of me. You also wouldn't talk to me as much as you do."
"Okay dr. Phil lay it on me." He said rolling his eyes and giggling.
"Just did Willy."
"Why would I act like that then?"
"You already said you get annoyed with me around the boys. Jealous? Insecure? I dunno dude take your pick." I said shrugging my shoulders watching Bob's burgers.
"I'm not fucking insecure." He said angrily pushing my legs off of his and taking the bowl to the kitchen.
"Will, I didn't mean it seriously. We were just joking and talking." I said in shock of his reaction to my words. He never answered me, he just left the appartment.
I stayed on the couch and cried for a while. I watched Bob's burgers and just cried at how stupid I was. No wonder he didn't like me. I eventually fell asleep with tears still flowing.
When I woke up it was because I felt something touching my face. I opened my eyes and jumped when I saw William sitting on the floor beside the couch.
"Hi." He said quietly wiping a tear from my cheek. I didn't answer him and he just kept wiping tears. "(Y/n), why are you crying..?"
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be."
"I didn't mean it. I'm sorry."
"Stop saying sorry."
"But I'm sorry." I said with a fresh wave of tears coming.
"You don't have to be. I'm sorry."
"No sorry. It was my fault."
"No it wasn't. I'm the dick that was rude and a complete asshole to you. I'm the one who made you cry."
"I always cry about this stuff."
"I don't want you to cry."
"Well don't worry about it. No one knows that I've been here crying so you're still fine."
"You've just been crying here by yourself?"
"I don't want you to get in trouble with the boys."
"I don't know how you care about me at all, let alone care enough to protect me."
"Neither do they." I said quietly before closing my eyes.
"Do you know why..?"
"I know why."
"Well as long as someone does." He said with a small smile. "Do you want to go back to the bed?"
"At least buy me dinner first Nylander." I said with a giggle making him laugh as he carried me to the bed before putting me down and crawling in.
"God you know that's not what I meant."
"Yeah but I got a William giggle."
"I'm sorry a what?" He asked turning on his side to look at me.
"A sunshine boy William giggle."
"I'm not sunshine." He said blushing.
"Yes you are." I said laughing. "Why are you blushing?"
"I'm not sunshine." He mumbled into his blanket as he face planted into it.
"You're my sunshine. I know that probably means nothing to you at all but.." it was my turn to blush and hide my face.
"You're totally lying."
"I'm not. Look into my eyes and you'll see. I'm a terrible liar."
"Fine tell me again."
"You are my sunshine William."
"My only sunshine. You make me happy when skies are gray." He sang quietly making me laugh. "Hey shut up I'm a great singer.
"Tell me again how you aren't sunshine?"
"I don't know why you think that."
"You're reactions and stuff. When you're not around me of course. All I've ever wanted was to get a sunshine smile."
"Come on I've definitely smiled at you before."
"Maybe at the beginning but it wasn't the special one."
"I've never had a special smile from you either ya know. Like the one you give Mitch and Auston."
"Ya gotta earn it boi."
"Fine. I'll get one. You'll see."
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Hockey Imagines
FanfictionI got into hockey last year. Now I know players and stuff so I decided to write some stuff about my favourite hockey dudes. It'll probably be mostly Auston Matthews, William Nylander, William Karlsson, and maybe a bit of Mitch Marner too.