Darkness Within 1 & 2

Point Of No Return

Why must I leave with all the pain in me why must I care it and mist hurt others with all my pain inside of my heart nor mind nor body... my stomach aches in pain why must I thinking to cry now why must I think the dead people of the past in my head.... I need this pain out of me why must I cry inside instead of out.... my heart is cold as my mind as u want to dead inside and let the feelings out of me why must I... be so lonely not because of God not because of my family not because of my friend but my self why must I want to cry ever day why must I listen to my thoughts to be alone in my days... 

Can thy gods hear my pray for thy words of mine to make this pain go away i need thy gods word not hear me I need the holiness to get me strange nor worries away... why must thee person what god nor thy devil bring to hunt me from my nightmares he trys to make my heart fall in love with him but I can't love someone I hate why must my heart nor mind nor body nor life nor devil in my head gone mad... have I gone mad as thee mad hater or thy person in the asylum seeker of my secrets has been hiding for so long... I must not reviled them to people, nor devil is searching for my deepest darkest secret.

Can this night, this very not be nothing more than a dream can this night be darkness and broken vows from people I know from my days of grace nor pray... the holy father never help nor god nor devil hear me or take me from this pain I hate so much it makes my head nor stomach hurt. Nor the devil eyes of my the demon souls inside to make it as the red rube why must I stare in the eyes of death again please.... please help me god your words never come back all I do is cry... cry my fucking eyes out to see and hear there or my family member die why must I cry today or thy nights... my heart my mind is full of darkness I need thee light in my body nor life I need i need thy angels of heaven gates reach my pray and I can be my old self back I hate my new self all I do is ach and turn to ashes piece by piece as my blood spild on the ground of my grave please lord make my day whole a again...

PLEASE!!!!