Take me to Neverland

1~ unwanted help

Journal entry 02 - unwanted help

10/17/2014

So today was interesting...

You know that boyfriend I told you people about? The one who just broke up with me? Yeah, I found out that apparently he was cheating on me with Kayley Juggsy.

(Well her real name is Kayley guggsy but she's known for her boobs so that name came along.)

They apparently had an on/off thing going on two months into our relationship.

The guy's really sweet, so I don't see why he did that but you know what? I don't give a shit. They're obvisouly more into each other than me and him were.

Let me tell how I found out.

*Science classroom 8 minutes before lunch bell rings*

I sit here, bored out of my mind as my science teacher drones on and on about how spectacular atoms are. We get the point, atoms are everywhere and everything.

I keep looking over at the clock. The minute hand ticks forward one. Only seven more minutes then I can go see Mel and Georgie. Those idiots are two of the funniest and stupidest people I have ever met, but they've helped me through a lot and I've gotta give them that.

I guess I got lost in thought because the lunch bell found me in them.

I got up, quickly grabbing my books and rushing into the hallway with my head down like always.

I hit something hard, books went flying, papers went afloat. I felt like I was in some cheesy movie or fanfic. Boy was I wrong.

I had just ran into my ex-boyfriend and Juggsy.... and they were holding hands. Why were they holding hands? I didn't even think Kayley knew who Will was?

This should be fun....

I tried my hardest to keep looking down and just grab my things after noticing who they were and them holding hands, but Will had other plans.

"Sorry Lia, I didn't see you coming, Kayley and I were talking."

I guess he noticed my frantic rush of grabbing things and them falling back down because he then asked

"Would you like some help? I don't mind, it was my fault anyways."

Hearing how kind he actually is hurt me even more when I ignored him and shoved evrything in my bag. I nodded, but I felt so embarresed that there was basically no movement. All confidence I had to get through the day had just faded away.

He sighed, knowing this would be my reaction, then gave me a small wave and said a little "have a nice lunch, Lia."

"Don't call me Lia." I saw in a harsh but quiet tone. Quiet enough that only I heard me.

Kayley just gave me a cold dull smile full of nothing. Bitchy thing.

I got into the cafeteria and that's when I looked up for the first time since the lunch bell. I saw my three best friends sitting at our usual table and they waved me over.

At least I have them, maybe they know what's going on between Juggsy and Will.

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A/N Hi, welcome to the actual book c:

More to come later on

- Jess