𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐒 | 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐒𝐎𝐍

• chapter 6 •

Jackson POV

This isn't making any sense to me. I think I feel weird around Mark. He called me yesterday to tell me that he wants to meet up on Saturday. My mind feels like a mess. But more than just that, my heart feels like a roller coaster. For the past month, I've been noticing Mark more and more. It's funny, how so much can change so quickly. For so long, we've been enemies. Then to aquaintances, then to friends.

I feel so confused to how I feel around Mark now. In this month, I noticed how funny he is and how much fun people have when they're around him.

Maybe I'll just go to Namjoon's party that he invited me to tonight. I don't want to get stressed over this right now. I'll think about it later. I asked how many people Namjoon was going to invite since he usually invites a lot. His parents can probably afford it so I don't blame him. His parties are always kind of crazy extra and someone usually needs to be driven home because they end up tipsy.

/at the party/

I've been here around a couple of hours but Mark keeps coming back to my mind. Maybe I'll try some of the drinks..

I started wandering around the halls of the huge house, not knowing why. I started thinking about Mark and my feelings again. Did I like him? No, that's not the way to describe how I feel about him. Did..

Did I fall for him?

Maybe I'll just go find the other guys and hang out with them instead. I walked around the enormous house filled with noise and started looking in different rooms to find the others. When I finally found them, they said that they were playing a game. Spin-the-fu**ing-bottle. And after a couple of rounds, the bottle landed on me. And Jinyoung. Goddammit.

Mark POV

I decided to go to RM's party since V told me to come with him. It's still a Friday night so I said okay to it. I noticed when I went inside, I could smell the strong scent of alchohal. I was going to stay with V but he immediately went looking for Jungkook which left me by myself. I decided that I was kind of hungry and went looking for the fridge. To my surprise, I couldn't find it in the kitchen. What kind of person would put the fridge somewhere other than the kitchen?!

I continued going through the halls and hears faint yelling. I walked in the direction and opened the door, not expecting much. But when I opened the door, my heart fell. Jackson was kissing Jinyoung.

I guess it really all was a mistake. I wish that I had never said anything. Wish I hadn't done anything. I wish I could go back and stop us from becoming friends. I wish I never fell for him. But it's too late. It's all just wishes. And now, I think I know what it feels like to be heart broken. To have a feeling that you're on top of the world, and snap. The worst part is, I still never got to confess. I just feel broken.

I slowly backed out of the doorway, with tears threatening to spill. I don't want to see him, not right now. I just decided to run out of there as quickly as I could.

Jackson's POV

I heard the door turn, and the dare was over. But when I turned, I could see Mark. He looked like he was going to cry. Oh no. He must've seen. But, he wouldn't mind unless he actually felt something other than friendship between either of us. The next thing I knew, he was gone. He ran out.

My heart was racing, and I snapped back into reality. I was still surrounded by people who witnessed my kiss with Jinyoung. I ran out. I didn't know what I was doing. I wasn't thinking, but my heart was right. I was trying to catch up to Mark.

I weaved my way through the crowded house, squeezing through the groups of people. I brushed past multiple rooms, but he wasn't there either. He probably left the party altogether then. I quickly thanked Namjoon for inviting me over and dashed out. While trying to leave, I could hear the faint whispering about me.

"Who's he looking for?"

"Isn't he running after Mark?"

"Isn't that the guy that just kissed Jinyoung?"
So everyone already knew then I guess.

But once I made it outside I could see a slumping figure, walking in the middle of the road, walking at a slow pace. I called out to him, and he turned around, noticing it was me, started to run again.

I sprinted towards him again, and when I caught up. I asked him if he was okay. That wasn't it. Not right. I actually wanted to know why he ran out. But before I could ask him what I really wanted to say, he interupted me.

Mark POV

"Wait! I-I have something to tell you." I turned around slowly to tell him how I felt. I faced him with tears in my eyes. I didn't realize it at first, but I was crying. Nothing even happened yet.

I looked at him with a serious gaze, shining in the moonlight. "I just wanted you to know. Even though it doesn't matter. Even if you say no, I just want to tell you that.. slowly, little by little, I fell for you. Your smile, laugh, personality. Everything about you, it's perfect. And I feel like I should tell you how I feel. That, you're the only one I'll ever really love."

I paused for a moment, pursing my lips. It felt like time had actually stopped. When my breathing finally kicked in again, I sighed in relief. I finally said it. I paused for a moment and a whole second of complete silence passed before I asked, "You don't have to say yes though. If you don't feel the same that's... fine." I breathed out quietly.

He answered back,

"Who said I was going to say no?

I fell for you too."

A/N: THE END!! omigod i'm so sorry for this disappointing story. But what did you think? Comment (like and share??🤧) ❤❤