Venice beach confessions

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It only took 2 days to get my fever down and i was back to normal today was the last day of school and harry decided to take everyone out right now we were on the beach in California

It only took 2 days to get my fever down and i was back to normal today was the last day of school and harry decided to take everyone out right now we were on the beach in California

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"No more school"i said hugging lauren

"No more homework no more alex no more....."i cut her off

"Waking up at 6am"i said making her laugh

"No more over crowded classrooms either i have to say that was excruciating"perrie said i laughed

"I'm happy i got to share this experience with you girls"i said

"Awe we're happy too"leigh said i looked to see harry watching me i blushed

"When are you two gonna have a baby of your own? I know livy is dying to have another baby in the house"jade said i nearly choked on air

"Okay pause"i said stopping

"I wasn't planning on getting pregnant ever again"i said camila rolled her eyes

"Don't be ridiculous june we need some stybello babies"she said my eyes widened

"Don't tell me you're expecting more than one"i said as i started to walk they followed me

"Mom wants lots of gran babies"she tells me

"Harry and i never got on the kids subject and i was expecting not to for a long time"i said

"You're welcome"normani said i gave her a look

"I don't think you're processing what you're talking about another kid another me or harry another life"i said sitting down on the sand

"Okay let's take a breather do you wanna have a baby by harry or not?"eleanor asked me i sighed

"Of course i do in the future in the far future"i said

"You're not getting any younger june soon enough it's gonna be hard for you to get pregnant"camila tells me camila had flew her band members down here

"Soon enough I'm gonna have a migraine stressing about this conversation"i said leaning back on my arms

"You say you want a baby by harry right? So what's stopping the baby making?"Eleanor asked i stood up dusting myself off

"I know that look you're scared"jesy said getting up i looked at her 

"I'm terrified what if the same thing happens with harry what if he doesn't wanna be there for the baby? I'm gonna have to get another job just to make ends meet"i told her

"Harry isn't like that"perrie said

"I thought bradly wasn't like that but now look where it led me i guess you can just never be too sure people change how can i be sure if harry won't?"i said shrugging

"Because mum will kill him"gemma said yeah she was down here for my graduation

"Talk to him"perrie said

"Now?"i asked eyes wide

"Yes now?"lauren said laughing camila pushed me over to harry i fell on top of him with a gasp

"Hi"he said i blushed sitting up on his lap

"Hi"i said biting my lip

"What were you girl talking about? You looked stressed"he said sitting up rubbing my arms

"Kids"i said playing with my hair he cleared his throat

"Why?"he asked laying back against the seat

"They asked if we were gonna have one of our own"i said glancing up at him

"Do you want to....have a kid...by me?"he asked me

"Of course i want to i guess I'm just scared....i hate this"i sighed covering my face

"Hate what?"he asked tugging my hands away

"I'm letting my past relationship with bradly contradict my view on you"i said he tucks my hair behind my ear

"You lost me"he said frowning

"I didn't think bradly would leave me 3 weeks pregnant and alone but he did"i said sadly

"You think I'm gonna do the same?"he asked i could hear the hurt in his voice

"No I'm just saying he changed his mind i guess that made me second guess getting pregnant again because what if we don't work out then what?"i asked him

"It wouldn't matter because id still be there for you I'd never abandon a pregnant woman i couldn't abandon you even if i wanted to"he said i cocked my head

"Why not? Everyone does"i asked him he caresses my cheek with his thumb

"Because I'm too in love with you we've been together for 5 going on 6 months now your the most serious relationship I've ever had"he said i smiled

"I'm sorry i ever doubted you"i said he presses our foreheads together

"Don't ever think like that again I'm not the kid your ex is I'm a man i know what i want and i wanna be with you for a long time if you let me"he said i nodded he kisses me i kissed him back my hands in his hair his on my back i was falling deeper and deeper for harry edward styles everyday

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