This is who I am! (Trans Tord au)

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Tord's p.o.v

I glared at the reflection in the mirror. This isn't me. Curves, a chest. It's not who I am. I'm Tord. A male. And that's who I am.
"Tord hurry up, some of us have to pee!"
Oh yeah that's the other thing, I have roommates. Four of them and none know about my 'secret'.
"I'm nearly finished!" I yelled back, my voice as girly and high pitched as normal.

I fixed my binder, pulled on my hoodie and walked out the bathroom, earning a scowl from Tom.
"Took ya long enough." He muttered, shutting the door behind him.
I sighed and walked into the lounge, smiling at Edd and Matt. "Hey guys."
"Hey Tord, me and Edd where gonna go out for ice cream, if you want to come?"
"Yeah, Tom might be coming but you know how he is."
I hummed in agreement "sure thing, I'll just get ready."
"Jeez Tord, you take longer than Matt. If I didn't know any better, I'd say you're secretly a girl." He laughed,
"Y-Yeah, imagine that." I force a chuckle before heading to my room, slamming the door behind me.

"Fæn!" I muttered, grabbing my backpack and packing the necessities. I finally finished and changed out off my hoodie into a baggy shirt and a pair of trousers, tying the original jumper around my waist. Smiling slightly as I walked back out Edd, Matt and Tom.

"Hey all." I greeted, half waving my hand.
"God Tord, you took agesssss!" Matt complained, running to the car.
"Matt wait!" Edd desperately ran after him, in fear he would break something. Leaving me with Tom, alone.
"Commie."
"Jehovah."
"What took you so long?"
"What are you? Matt?"
"No, it's just that you took a long time." He paused and looked at me, "and you're always carrying 'round a backpack."
"I just like it, ok?" I started getting defensive, trying not to have a panic attack.
"Whatever, let's go."
"Y-Yeah."
"I call shotgun!"
"Damn, fuck you."
He chuckled as we made our way outside, seeing Edd in the drivers seat and Matt behind him.

"I'm with you today." I smiled, getting into the back as Tom smirked victoriously in front.
"Ok, let's go." Edd started the engine, driving to the ice cream parlour. Music burst through the speakers as I entered my own mind.
Freak
Monster
Ungrateful
Attention seeker
Spaz
Tori-
"Tord?" I opened my eyes, looking around to see where we were.
"Y-yeah?"
"Are you ok, you seem a little shaken?" Concern filled the familiar British driver.
"I'm-" I cut myself off, debating whether I should tell him, "I'm fine, let's go in." Smiling reassuringly, I got out the car and into the building.

We where instantly hit with a wall of sweet. The entire place was brightly coloured and looked like a cheesy nineties candy store. I mentally gaged at the sight as Matt got more and more excited. Tom was having a similar reaction as me, the shop ruining his aesthetic.
"I'll go buy the ice cream, you two find us a table."
"Wait, you don't know what we want..." He turned around and pointed to me.
"Cookie dough." I nodded, surprised,  and looked at Tom,
"and vanilla with little chocolate chips in." Edd smiled, proud of himself and went to the counter. I raised an eyebrow at the man next to me.
"Little chocolate chips, ehh?"
"Shut it." He growled, sitting at a small four person booth. I sat across from him, absentmindedly playing with the napkins.

Edd and Matt sooned joined us, he passed us our cones and I watched the ice cream drip down the side.
"Aren't you gonna eat it?" Edd pulled me from my thoughts, laughing slightly as he sat next to me.
"Y-Yeah." I smiled, trying it. My stomach immediately knotted and begged for more.
Wow, I guess school was right about not eating... I silently thought as the pain in my stomach became crippling. I took another lick of the cone, trying to be convincing, while my insides felt like they where being ripped apart.
"I'm just gonna use the bathroom." I muttered, "can you hold this?" Edd took my ice cream as I walked over to the mens and locked the stall door behind me.
"Holy shit..." I whispered, sinking to the floor, clutching my practically screaming gut.
"I knew this would happen, one little thing and my body thought I would feed it four main meals." I put my head in my hands as I waited for the pain to subside.

"Are you quite done now?" I mumbled sarcastically as I slowly stood up. Snarling subconsciously at my reflection in the bathroom mirror as I walked back to the gang.
"H-Hey..."
"Hey Tord, everything alright?"
"Yep, why wouldn't it be?" I smiled, sitting back next to the one in green. (idk I didn't want to call him Edd)
"You where in there for awhile, and you look quite pale."
"I'm fine, I promise." I lied through my teeth, forcing a smile.
"Ok... and sorry about your ice cream, it melted while you where away. I can get you another one.."
"No, no it's fine."
"Alrighty, c'mon then, let's get back."
I hummed in agreement and walked out to the car, sitting in the front before Tom could.
"Aha, yes!"
"Umm Tord, I called shotgun."
"Tom, I have a shotgun. Now sit your ass next to Matt," I stuck my tongue out like a child.
"Ugh fine.."
Another day complete.