Beep, beep, beep ugh I groaned rolling over to switch me alarm clock off. I read the time, 4:15, ugh again. I hoped out of bed and headed towards my bathroom. I went to the toilet, brushed my teeth, took my inhaler and took two vitamins. I walked out and got changed into my skating clothes. My black leggings, white top, black shrug, black sparkly jacket that has my name in sparkles on the back. I then put my hair up into a bun adding two bows to it. I then did simple and natural make up.
I walked downstairs towards my kitchen grabbing two water bottles and a banana. I then walked into the hallway and picked up my skating bad and car keys. I walked out locking the door behind me. Once I got into my range rover and started it and drove to the rink. I was one if the first people their.
"Hey austin" I said
"Hey El" Austin said.
I continued to walk to then benches. Well here I am again. I thought. My life is so boring. Anyway best get on with the day. I put in my 5sos cd and started skating. Two hours later my coach arrived for my lesson. I was doing my long and short programs today. My short program was to rues whistle song from the hunger games, and my long program was to the piano guys cover of secrets. Both programs had 2 spins, 5 jumps, a step sequence and a so spiral sequence.
2 hours later
I got home and went straight Into the shower. I washed my hair and shaved my legs. It was a hot day for a changed in England. I dried my hair and decided what to wear. I looked in the mirror at my self. God how ugly and fat I looked my stomach, legs, arms everything was fat. I turner away and walked back to the bathroom grabbing my razor and sliding it across the inside if my legs. 1 cut, 2 cut, 3cut. In the end I have 6 fresh new cuts. I hated my life. Ever since my uncle abused and physically, mentally and sexually I have wanted to die, only three things have kept me on this damm planet, one direction, ice skating and 5 seconds of summer . Ever since that awfull year I was diagnosed with depression and anorexia and I also cut myself. I got up off the floor and dragged my skef over to my walk in closet. I put on my white river island jeans, my blue cut out top and my light pink kimono. I paired them with my white wedged sandals, white chunky necklace and my baby pink prada bag. I did natural make up again and straightened my hair then back Combe it. I love fashion and make up so I like to look good where ever I'm going. I walked out of my penthouse grabbing my green Parker coat and started my walk to the cafe to meet my two friends Kendal and Cassidy.
