Here We Go Again (sequel)

Chapter 18

Aimeé P.O.V.

I couldn't believe this. Why? Why did he have to cheat on me? Doesn't he know how much he means to me? How much I love him? How fragile I am?

I was upset. Like really really upset. I could break down anything right now. But I also could break down. I was a fucked up mess. Thanks to Luke and Tarry. Many x's and o's, assholes!

A tear silently rolled down my cheek. It's when I realized that I was crying. Joy.

Even though I was so angry at Luke, I somehow wished for him to come after me. To tell me that everything was a lie. That Tarry was just messing with both of us. That he loves me. But nothing of it happened. Neither did he ran after me nor did he shout something like that after me.

I guess it just wasn't like in the movies. Where the boy always comes after the girl, confessing his undying love for.

I slammed his front door. I was out now. Now where to? I chose to run left. I didn't want to face anyone right now and I somehow could remember a little bay down the left road.
I ran and ran until I was completely out of breath. I ignored all the confused looks people I passed sent me. I couldn't care less. I'm a girl. I can let out all my emotions. So I can run down a road and cry like a waterfall.

After a while I reached the bay. It was completely empty. Sitting down, I listened to the sound of the waves crashing on the rocks. I somehow didn't feel anything. I felt completely empty, like someone ripped all conceivable emotions out of my heart and left an emotionless body. I couldn't move. The only movement were the shakes of my body, trying to calm down.

I closed my eyes, but somehow the events of the past couple days rushed past. I clearly remembered Luke on the first day. The sad look upon his face, when I didn't hug him. Then later, him sitting in the park, playing the guitar. It made my heart melt.
Him on stage, declaring how much he loves me to everyone. He promised me to not hurt me again.Us having the fight. Did he come to me after hooking up with her? Did he think he could hide it from me forever?

With all those thoughts the tears stopped and I kept staring at the ocean. The sun slowly set down. Tomorrow I'll be going back home. Without Luke. With a broken heart.
It's not fair! How is it acceptable that someone gets their heart broken twice, while other live a happily ever after life? Why is fate playing tricks on us?
God, what did I do to deserve all of this?

I guess it's true. It just has to be true. When you love someone, they don't love you back. When someone loves you, you don't love them back. And if both of you love each other, something has to come and mess everything up. In my case, it was that bitch of a best-fucking-friend. If I see her tomorrow, I have to keep myself back from choking her to death. I can't believe she'd do this to me! After all this time.

There was just that one big Why? going 'round in my head. Why Why Why Why?
And I did the only thing I could think of right now. I screamed of the top of my lungs. All the hidden emotions left my body. Hate, love, fear, sadness, anxiety, and so on.

It was dark when I fell asleep, alone at the bay.

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Hey guys!

I'm sorry for not updating earlier, but I didn't quite came up with ideas for that chapter. I'm still not convinced about it. Ugh, hate writer's block.

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