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*Recap*
Jonas: In first period you should see the way he looks at you when you're working or on your phone.
*End Of Recap*

Liv: What do you mean?
Jonas: He looks at you and smiles and his cheeks flush red and his eyes turn all gooey.
Liv: Don't lie to me Jonas.
Jonas: I'm not lying to you. He likes you back. I'm just saying that it would be better if you told Hunter that you like him-
Hunter: You like me?

I turn around and see Hunter and Nathan standing behind me.
Liv: I'm sorry. I was afraid-
Hunter: I'm just going to go home. I'll talk to you on Monday in class for our project I guess.

He starts walking away.
Liv: Thats why I didn't want to tell him Jonas. I didn't think that he liked me back and he doesn't.
Jonas: I'm sorry Liv. I thought he liked you back. He always looks at you and smiles.
Liv: I'm going home.

I stand up and start walking home, when I get home I walk inside and take my shoes off.
Mom: Where's Hunter?
Liv: He found out I liked him and he left.
Mom: Oh. I'm sorry Liv.

I walk upstairs and lay on my bed, I lay on my stomach and put my head in my pillow. I take my phone out and text Hunter.
Liv: I'm sorry I didn't tell you that I liked you. I was afraid of what you might say or what your action would be. I've never really liked someone as much as I kinda like you. I'm sorry if it's awkward now. I'll leave you alone and not text you. Bye.

I shut my phone off and burry my head in a pillow, Mom walks in my room and sits on my bed.
Mom: Liv, I am so sorry that Hunter didn't feel the same way.
Liv: It's okay. It's not your fault and it's not mine.
Mom: How did he find out?
Liv: Hunter went to the bathroom and I was talking to Jonas told me that I should tell Hunter that I like him but when Jonas said that Hunter was standing behind us. It's not Jonas's fault either. He didn't know hunter was standing behind me.
Mom: Did you try to talk to him?
Liv: He went straight home and didn't say a word to me. I texted him.
Mom: What did you say?

I unlock my phone and go to Hunter's contact and show her the text, my phone dings.
Liv: Was that Hunter?
Mom: No it was Charles.
Liv: Oh. What did he say?
Mom: You can read it. I don't want to.
Liv: Okay.
Mom: I'm going to make dinner now.
Liv: Okay.

She walks out of my room and I click on Charles's contact and read the text.
Charles: I'm coming over tonight to fuck you😉
Liv: I'm not your personal fuck buddy Charles
Charles: What are you talking about???
Liv: You always text me or come over whenever you want and expect me to have sex with you
Charles: Well it works every time Liv. I get just as horny as you do.
Liv: Charles, why can't we just hangout and watch tv or go see a movie or walk around the mall? Why can't we be normal friends and not fuck every time we see each other? I feel like the only reason that your my friend or the only reason you like me is so you have a fuck buddy to take care of all of your problems. I was always there for you when you felt upset or not needed or if you just wanted someone to talk to but you are never there for me like I am for you. You are only there for me when your horny or if I am. You never call or text me and see how I'm doing like I do, you never talk to me when I feel upset you only care about sex and that's it.
Charles: Oh.
Liv: That's all you have to say is "oh"? 😕

Tears well in my eyes and start coming down my cheeks, I start crying and shut my phone off. I burry my head in my pillow, my door opens a few minutes later and Mom walks in.
Mom: Liv it's dinner time-why are you crying? What's wrong?

She comes and sits on my bed again.
Mom: Liv talk to me sweetie.
Liv: *Crying* Ch-charles only likes me for s-sex.
Mom: Oh Liv I am so sorry hunny. Maybe you should hangout with him anymore.
Liv: *Crying* I don't get it. I-I was always there for him and he was never there for m-me. H-he only wanted me for-
Mom: I know Liv. Just calm down. Okay?

I nod my head.
Mom: Do you want to come down and eat?
Liv: *Crying* Not right now.
Mom: Okay. Well come down when your ready.
Liv: *Crying* Okay.

Mom gets up and walks out of my room, my phone starts ringing. I sit up and see that Charles is FaceTiming me, I wipe my tears and answer the call. I point my camera at my ceiling so Charles doesn't see my tears in my eyes and my blood shot eyes.
Charles: Liv? Are you there?
Liv: Yeah.

My voice comes out a bit hoarse.
Charles: I'm sorry. Everything in your text is true.

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