If I Could Tell Him| Lotor x Dead!Reader

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A/n: Dear Evan Hansen is a great musical by Ben Platt. I suggest it to anyone who loves musicals or loves Ben Platt. Oh and just pretend that her is actually him. That I'm sorry that this is short, I'll make up for it? #youwillbefound

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It was a surprising thing, everyone was shocked that day.

The day that (y/n) got killed by an ambush of galra. 

Everyone in Team Voltron was saddened by her death, who did it affect the most? It'd have to be her lover the one and only, Prince Lotor. That it had also saddened her adopted brother, Shiro.

Shiro had breathed in and then he had walked to past (y/n)'s room, which the doors were open, but the lights off. His black eyes had spotted his sister's white haired lover, Lotor. What was he doing? He was on the floor at the side of her bed. Lotor's usually gloved hands were ungloved, his slender fingers wrapped around a screen that was a picture of the (h/c) haired human who's (e/c) eyes sparkled with happiness along with other things.

Shiro's concerned gaze had softened, he had walked into the room. Lotor had obviously heard the black paladin walk in, he had looked over and his purple eyes looked swollen from crying too much.

"Lotor-" 

"It should've been me"

"Lotor, listen"

"I could've been the one killed, she could've easily moved on!"

"Lotor!" 

At this time shiro had hold of Lotor's shoulders, he had shook him a little bit. The black eyed male with the white tuff of hair tilted his head to the side and smiled a little.

"None of us could've saved her"

"I, I could've saved her!"

(You should start playing the video here) Shiro: *is bold* || Lotor: *is underlined* (Just pretend it's the write lyrics okay?)

She thought you were great.

She thought I was great? My lover?

Definitely!

How?

Well, She said 

There's nothing like your smile

Sort of subtle and perfect and real

She said

You never knew how wonderful

That smile  could make someone feel.

And she knew 

whenever you get bored

You train your ass off in the training room

And She noticed

That you still sniff the headbands

That smelled like her lemon-scented hair.

But she kept it all inside her head

What she saw she left unsaid

And though she wanted to

she couldn't talk to you

she couldn't find the way

But she woulds say

If could tell him

Tell him everything I see

If i could tell him

How he's everything to me

But we're a million worlds apart

And I don't know how I would even start

If i could tell him

If I could tell him.

Did she say anything else?

About you?

Nevermind, I don't really care anyways.

No, no, no just, no no she said, she said so many things

I'm just, im trying to remember the best ones so, um

She thought 

You looked really hot, er--

It looked really hot when you put the indigo streaks in your hair.

He did?

And she wondered how you learned to dance

Like all the rest of the worlds aren't there.

But she kept it all inside her head

what she saw she left unsaid

If i could tell him

tell him everything i see

If i could tell him

how he's everything to me.

But we're a million worlds apart

And I don't know how I would even start

If I could tell him.

If i could tell him

but what do you do when there's this great divide?

She just seemed so far away

And what would you do when the distance is too wide?

It's like I don't know anything

And how do you say

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

....

But we're a million worlds apart

And i don't know how I would even start.

If i could tell him

If i could.

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Shiro had looked at the white haired altean. He smiled warmly before he had put a hand on the altean's shoulder, there was still concern in his eyes as he had looked into the other male's purple eyes.

"Thanks, shiro." Lotor said

Lotor's gaze had wondered back to the photograph that he held in his hands. The photograph was a picture of him and the (h/c) haired girl who would never in eternity be forgotten.


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