VIOLENCE! LANGUAGE!
(Texting)
(A/n My bishfriend is currently editing mika -hullo I will literally sue Julia bc she does not know Capitaization, Grammar and Spelling oki byeeeee ^_^)
*cat hyung*
My eyes went wide as I shove the spoon in Seulgi's mouth
Cat hyung: Just so you know..It's really important... so don't leave me hanging...
Jimin: Okay, I'll be there...
*--*
"Uhm"
"O-oh yeah here you can eat by yourself now" I said while I untie the ropes that are wrapped around her wrist, she stares at me in disbelief but nonetheless she ate.
"Do you have anything else I'm really hungry."
The fuck? It was my turn to be shocked that she didn't even try to escape.
"Hey I have a question."
"What?"
"Was it really you who fed me bugs last night?" She said while looking down focused on eating her oatmeal.
"Sure? I guess the fuck was that question."
"Oh and by the way who were you texting?" She went silent waiting for my answer.
"Y-yoongi h-hyung"
I murmured thinking back to the texts
"Hmm?"
"Yoongi hyung?"
"Oh him..."
"Why?"I ask because she seems like she was about to say something but held back.
"It's just that..when you said that it was him you were texting..you seem so..I don't know, sad yet happy plus your cheeks are red, and your sad smile even if it's a sad smile it seemed to have reached your eyes". Seulgi went on and on she seemed to have noticed a lot about me hence why I did this to her, she has knowledge about everything I do, she notices everything and last she's attracted to me.
"Tsk creep"
I simply shrugged off her statement but inside I was panicking, panicking that yoongi hyung would notice how unnatural I'm going to act when we meet.
———-
2:56 pm
Surprisingly I don't have the urge to kill Seulgi like I did before, it makes me wonder.. wait.. not having the urge to kill....I just noticed the idiot isn't taking over yet my sanity is still okay..for now.
I have managed to find a large and mildly clean shirt in one of the cabinets in the kitchen
"Here, a shirt and a wash cloth clean yourself".
I hope that idiot part of me is going to be gone for a while. I don't want to kill anymore and if I'll go insane again I don't think I can survive anymore but this God awful curse haunts me.
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3:20 pm
10 minutes left till we meet
This is so nerve racking, I left Seulgi in the house but I, of course secured her. I locked the doors and windows so she would not escape. I went back to my apartment and took a shower, dressed up decently enough and kept overthinking what he will say to me.
I zoned out for a minute til I received a call from jin hyung
"Hello-"
"JIMIN! why the hell haven't you came to work ever since the dinner!?"
"Oh yeah um I'm sorry but I haven't been myself lately so I decided to take a break but I forgot to inform you about that but if you want you can fire me I don't deserve it anyway.." I made up an excuse on the spot but it wasn't quite far from my real situation.
"Oh wow well.. I forgive you.. just come to work next week."
"Thanks jin hyung!"
I really thought he was going to fire me and I'd be okay with it since the job was just a cover up on how the hell I still have an apartment even if my bank account literally has flies in it.
"Oh and have you heard from Seulgi, hoseok is really worried he already asked the hotel she's staying at and they said that she hasn't come back nor checked out I'm hoping you know since I believe you sent her home
"What? I dropped her off that night and we even texted after that".
Another elaborate lie.
"Oh ok I'll tell hoseok about that thanks jimin".
———-
3:30 pm
I arrived at the park, I look around to check if Yoongi hyung was already here, I found no sign of Yoongi and I wondered if he stood me up or was just late.
"Hey."
A voice said from behind me, I turn around and wow it was an under statement if I said I wanted to vomit out rainbows from the amount of feelings I felt from seeing him again but something changed about him.I can't pin point what.
"Hey."
"This is akward but I called you out here to ask you a question."
Did he turn cold?
"What is it?"
I shy away afraid my eyes will show a lot more than what I put out.
"Are you and Seulgi.."
He stopped for a moment to think about if it was appropriate to ask.
I said "What?" "Seulgi and I what?"
I rephrased his question.
-dating?
Thump thump thump
My heart is beating rapidly I need to do the right thing Jimin say no no I don't want to hurt him anymore I'll hurt him If I say no because he'll hope that I can give back his affection that's the one thing I can't give.
"Yes"
"O-oh"
He stuttered a bit shocked as his eyes went glossy
"But-"
*ring!*
His phoned rang cutting me off, I glanced at the caller ID.
Jungkook.
I was expecting him to say 'what's up' or a hi but-
"Yes jungkook baby? You called".
Tears
A/n; this is an edit, I just want to say I'm sorry for not updating tears today since it is exam week for us it's a v busy week pls forgive me for not updating the most dramatic chapt in this book
Meka:Hi I only updated now bc I'm bery bery lazy and smol and I haven't had the motivation to edit bc I've been..well..
EATINGGGG ples dont kill me well basically I know you won't byeeee 💞💞
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