True love

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A/N: I really hope you guys enjoy this!!

VIOLENCE AND LANGUAGE

tears..

tears sled down to my cheeks, I don't know why I am crying, I don't know why my heart is aching and pacing

"ok kookie bye- jimin" yoongi said shocked as he turned and blink his eyes in surprise

I realize how pathetic I would look if he go a proper view of me practically sobbing silently because he and jungkook are a thing, so I ran, I ran to my apartment, you'd think the adrenaline would dry out my tears but no, as my heart kept beating faster and faster my tears kept coming faster as well

slamming the door to my apartment my mind took a turn, suddenly I felt betrayed, was I stupid to think a person like yoongi could like and stand someone like me, but why does my heart long for his touch even if I know that it could never be

I sat at the corner of my room hugging my legs while I try to control myself not to throw anything or do anything stupid, my throat is sore from my silent screams of frustration flashbacks of yoongi and I kept repeating inside my head, like the time he bought me coffee and that time at the store...and that time my heart fluttered and skipped a beat when I saw his beautiful face so close to mine..i'd remember wanting to die for him honestly

I continue to cry and burry my head in my arms reminding myself that this is also my fault for having sudden (murderous) attraction towards seulgi, if only she didn't come back...if only

kill her, you said everything wouldn't have happened if she didn't come back

but it already happened and killing her would be pointless

kill in cold blood then, you don't need to have purpose but fortunately you do , remember she made your life miserable even before you met yoongi, remember high school? where she would push herself onto you and that would trigger your damned curse, yeah park her the same bitch who ruined you and yoongi

you're right I shouldn't have spared her the moment she kissed me

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after I took a shower and freshened up a bit even if my swollen eyes are still very obvious I look a midst decent which is good enough for me, I wore all black looking like i'm about to go to a funeral well technically why a funeral would be needed.

I dropped off the coffee shop to pick up some coffee, have a little caffeine in my veins for more energy cause frankly I used
All my energy and strength trying to prevent my self from hurting an innocent wall or slit a bitch in the throat either way it's bad for me and for the wall.
Sun glasses on to cover my eyes 
All black to lessen obvious blood stains
Murder weapon-classic knifeu
Lighter for ya know
Time to create a homicide

To get my adrenaline rushing I ran to the deep forest wear the house is, panting I unlocked the front door connecting to the kitchen as I drag a chair to the locked  door leading to seulgi

(STOP READING IF YOU DO NOT WANT YOUR INNOCENCE RUINED.)
(Also this is a curse rule: when jimin gives too much affection to a person for example returning a very sensual kiss perhaps, he will be driven to have sexual intercourse with the person without feeling all the things you feel when you make love he basically cannot feel anything even if he's having sexks)

Seulgi was sleeping soundly I watched her for a few seconds to get my composure but in these seconds my eyes trailed downwards from her chest to her legs all of the sudden I have this weird urge to— "what are you looking at?" A questioning voice rings from the thick atmosphere that I created by myself  "nothing" I respond as I move my chair closer to her, my eyes can't help but stare at her lips, noticeably her breath gets closer to my mouth "oh I see what your looking at.." she says suggestively, without warning she pressed her chapped lips into mine somehow I kissed her back but I wonder why nothing is happening to me I feel nothing not even a spark or the heat of the moment anything And so I slipped my tongue into her mouth exploring every part of it yet I feel like I'm just shoving my tongue into some chicks mouth, I broke the kiss, panting as I continue to question these feelings I'm not feeling, why can't I feel the pleasure of making out with someone or the knots my stomach makes when I kiss someone, is it because she's a girl? Fuck it I need to fuck something right now, why the hell am I suddenly so fucking needy