Im the mistake!

Why do you care?

Lena: I was finally happy. I had someone who listened to me and who helped me when I needed it. Whenever I came to ATA(karate studio) crying he would always calm me down. I didn't want to feel weak but I couldn't help it because my past made me who I was and my past was painful and therefore everyday I was in pain thinking about all the memories and they made me someone I didn't want to be they made me weak. Spencer didn't see me like that though he saw as the person I wanted to be strong and brave. That's not who I felt like I was and when he explained it I grew even more confused. I didn't understand why he thought that I was brave because I was fine after everything I've been through. The problem was that I didn't feel fine I felt worthless and someone that people could Justus's around. I still questioned why he was being nice to me but whenever I asked he just said that it was because he understood me and I didn't push the question further. I wish that I knew why he said that but I never asked. I guess that after hearing my story he wanted to get to know me and before long I had fallen for Spencer White. I learned that he would always be nice to me and that he would always be there for me when I was down.

Spencer: I knew Lena's story and I wanted to help her I wanted to be the one to save her after everything that she's been through. I still couldn't tell her my story because it's the one thing that I wanted to forget. I wanted to forget the pain I felt when my mom died I wanted to know lena because I wanted to help her I wanted to save her. Our pain was very different but end the end everyone's pain is the same and I wanted to help her through that pain. Also I wanted to love her because I truly fell In love with Lena.

I didn't really know know what Spencer thought but I just guessed. I never want to remember what happened to me before the last is in the past and now I'm stronger because of it. Love you all. Peace! Love Lena.