Im the mistake!

Two years ago

Lena:

You know that feeling when you just want to let go. Just want to give up because you think that if you did no one would care. We'll that was me two years ago. It was summer time and I was on a family trip. I was depressed but my family didn't notice. I thought that it wouldn't matter if I was gone because I was alone. No friends and all I caused was trouble in my family. Truth is I was a mess. As we were walking one day I saw a bridge it wasn't high above the water but the water was deep. I realized that tomorrow I would jump and drown. Early morning the next day i left and made my way to the bridge. I got ready to jump but just before I did someone told me to stop. The thing is I didn't listen and I jumped someone got me out of the water that day but I didn't know who they were. All I know is they lost their sister and they knew that someone didn't want to lose me. They made me feel better and they made me stronger. I realized that I had to change the problem is after that day it got worse. You know people bully well I thought I had been through it all but I was wrong. The first day back at school and for once I was actually smiling my bullies wouldn't have that though and when they saw they slammed me against the locker. I thought someone would help that so done would care. Instead all I heard was them say I wish you had success when you tried to kill yourself and that they wish that no one would rescue me but those were easy compared to when someone said just die already LOUISA. I thought that no one knew my sister much less their name but I guess I was wrong because on that day I was known as the girl with the dead sister and the girl who tried to die. Two years ago on this day I almost died but also on this day two years ago my heart died because now I knew that he was wrong that no one would be there to save me. I guess I was wrong about the no one saving me part because on this day eight months ago someone saved me and they also became my best friend.