A Star From Afar || MYG [Discontinued]

Dream

"Hey let's go there!" He said to me . We were holding hands and laughing like little kids. No one is there to break our friendship. I don't know why I forgot what's his name. I know him really perfectly. But who is he?? "What are you thinking, Hyomi? Don't wanna play hide 'n seek?" I came back to reality . "Huh? Y-yeah! Let's go!" I smiled widely and ran to his direction. We played for nth time and were really exhausted.
"Hyo, you play really well. You caught me in less than 3 minutes every time. It isn't fare!" He was doing a pouty face and I couldn't resist myself from laugh.
"Hey you played well too! Umm... Can I ask something..?" I bacame quiet slowly.
"Yeah go ahead!" He gave his full attention to me. I bacame shy as heck. Still I ain't that social that's why.
"What's your name again? I forgot it."
He looked at the sky and then grinned.
"I am.........................."

*Phone Alarm Rang*
" Oh damn! Again I couldn't finish the dream. Why It always happens with me? WHY????? "
I became frustrated and sad. And the main fact is, why couldn't I remember his name in the dream? I mean he is Min Yoongi so why it happened in the dream?
I started to get ready for another day of school. Sometime living hell and sometime the most precious place.

~At School~

"Hey Hyo! What's up?" Jinhye greeted me.
"....oh yeah? Ahh yes I am good! How 'bout you??" I was startled.
"No no! Something is up. What's the actual matter?" She is doubting now.
"Today I saw a dream where Yoongi was with me and........ We were friends(?????). I don't know, it's so confusing." Again I started to imagine what was the dream.
"Ahh nice! Well You know what???? I saw a video yesterday where all the Cross Gene members were special guests!....." Now k-pop time. No need to explain about it!
"Hyomi, forget about him. He is just passer-by in your life. You got nothing to deal with him. You got nothing. Not a beautiful face or not a beautiful body. NOTHING! Just leave him and continue living like an ordinary person. He won't ever notice you. "

Ahh please stop this nonsense!! I am not chasing or doing something to him. Just leave me alone! I wanna suffer, why do you even care? I am not in love with him. He is just my.... Crush.... And Ik I can't approach him. Please don't make me sad even more.
"Annyeong Chinguu!" Jinhye bid a goodbye to me and I started to walk. It's a walking distance to my home from school. Suddenly I saw a familiar figure. He was wearing headphones as always. Nothing more need to make him perfect. He already is. I tried to pass him fast and I succeeded. This is the only thing I can do about him. Avoid him, pass him, ignore him, stare at him. Never talked never smiled, never said hi, never did anything positive. It's a living dream I am seeing everyday that I will talk with him, would be a simple friend of him.....