Give me love

CHAPTER - 30

Sonakshi's pov
I was feeling quite strong physically and mentally when I woke up the next morning. I saw dev sleeping like a baby in the couch. He was also sick but he never cared about his sickness. I should really be lucky to have him in my life. I thought and woke up from the bed. I struggled little as my hand was still paining. I placed my full body weight on my right hand. I wasn't still able to get up. My back was paining. I dashed my hand with the drips stand. Dev woke up. My intentions was not to wake him up but I did it. Sona.... Wait what happened. He asked with lots of concern in his eyes. He woke up in jet speed and stood near my bed. Nothing I am perfectly alright. I said holding his hands safely inside my palm. Good.... He said as I looked at him with pity face and said dev I am feeling hungry. He immediately left from there and went to get my breakfast. His care for me is killing me slowly. I have started to make my heart beats just for him. I am living for you dev..... I said putting a wide smile on my lips. I felt sleepy again suddenly I heard footsteps. Dev you came so soon. I asked turning back. It's nisha..... Came her voice. Oops sorry.... I mean.... I was so..... Hungry.... I am waiting for. I stared to hid my face reaction. I had no reason why I was feeling embarrassed to look at her face but she was looking more horrible than me.  Sona it's okay..... She spoke out. She was looking dull. I was somewhere able to find she is hiding something from me. I gave her a smile and turned to check whether dev reached. Sona I am sorry.... Sorry for not trusting you like dev..... Sorry for not being a good friend to you. Nisha..... I tried to stop her but she stopped me. Please listen to me sona. I just nodded for her pleadings. I feel ashamed of myself.... I feel horrible to think I am a female...... I am extremely sorry.... I don't know whether you could forgive me..... I did not do justice for our friendship..... In fact I was thinking you as a.... Worst woman....  I did not like you at start...... In fact I become friendly with you for the sake of dev.....more over I liked you when you helped me to propose him.... Your sweet...   I am worst than rude..... I don't know whether sorry is enough to be apologize. I wasn't able to bare with her stupidity
Shut up nisha..... True friend won't apologize..... Give me a tight hug.  I said and her eyes was filled with tears I love you sona she said giving me a tight hug. Love you too bestie.
I said gazing her back. We broke the hug once we heard the footsteps. It's dev....bye sona.... She said moving I stopped her meet him and go. I said looking at her he asked me not come here..... Dev said he will take care of you..... And my duty is to work at office..... I am dead dear if he sees me here...... She said running hiding her face. Within few seconds dev entered. Hum.... Your back..... I am hungry. I said showing him my hand. Patience he said pulling out the food tray and placing a cup of milk with bread. Seriously I felt like eating something spicy. Ah! I don't want this. I said folding my lips in a kiddish manner. You should eat only this. He said sitting opposite to me on the bed. I want to have something spicy. Not this please.... I said pushing the plate slightly. Chup baby.... I mean my little one. He said dipping the bread in the milk. He bought the piece of bread close to my mouth. I turned my mouth.... Stubborn girl. He  said catching my head and forcly feeding no.... Pushing inside my mouth. I swallowed in pressure. Dev why this kind of behavior...... I softly beat his shoulder. Okay another mouth...  He said feeding me calmly. I don't want I hate milk. I spoke but he again fed me. Now I will be your nutritionist so have this...... Like my good girl. Your soo weak sona. He said and I saw great concern in his eyes. I had silently as he was feeding me. I felt so blessed. Am I in heaven? Is this heaven? I thought as he was softly placing his hand inside my mouth. I eat until the bread and got over. I thought he will leave me but still he forced me to even drink the milk. I was literally feeling like crying when he placed the glass in my mouth and made me to drink by closing my nose. Long back this is how my mom feeds me medicinal syrup now it's him. My eyes became wet. Hands wanted to hug him. My head felt like resting in his chest. My ears wanted to hear his heartbeat. I just remained silent. I don't know how to ask him for a kiss but I was needing that care.
He was the one who gave me life. I am breathing for you dev. I am breathing because of you. I was silently thinking about this as small smile came out through my lips. What? Any problem.  He asked after taking away the food plate and tray. Man why can't you even touch me when I am dying to feel you. I spoke to myself. He asked again what? Nothing I said..... Fighting with my nails. Seriously nothing. He asked as I just nodded my head. When will you take me back home? I asked trying to change the topic. After you become fine. He said sitting in the couch. I am fine. Take me to home I can't stay here please. I begged and he agreed with one condition that I should not stain myself. I happily agreed and he agreed to discharge me this evening. Why can't you give me tight hug and strong kiss man? I thought as he was busy hugging his laptop and kissing his mouse. Hope you understand my sarcasm. Seriously such a beautiful girl is in front of you and you pretend as if your not looking at her very bad dev. I spoke to myself as I was feeling shy to speak with him.

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