Why me?

The Day of the Dead

As I wake up a wave of sadness overcame me. This is the day my family broke and the day all the love I had left crawled into the darkest depths of my soul. My birthday was never going to be the same after their death. My mum won't even look at me without being disgusted, I'm the reason they died and she hates me for it and I hate myself more.

I walk down stairs to find a note saying have a great day from Mum. That's all I get, all I deserve from now on. My breakfast was cold pizza and my outfit was a black pantsuit just to make Charlotte happy that I am wearing something special.

I arrived at school with my bestie holding a pink box in her hand smiling at me. " Happy birthday bitch!" She screams from across the car park.I will smack her for yelling that, I hate my birthday and people knowing about it makes it worse. I give her a death stare that could kill a king let alone make my best friend very uncomfortable. "Sorry should not have done that." I just nod my head not wanting her to see the tears trying to make their way out. Unfortunately she sees and just gives me the biggest hug that you can get.

After we left the outside and went inside I saw Leo in the hottest leather jacket and a tank top where you can clearly see is abs through. Stop thinking about him you are here to learn not be girly over some hot guy. My teacher is Ricky to me because he knows what happens when my top blows especially today. I run on the track and eventually meet up with Charlotte who just finished cheerleading. " How was cheer my queen." I mockingly say. " So much fun and the footballers are having a party and your coming." " No no and no." My face could not have been more blank. " No parties and I will not dress up like a prissy princess."

2 hours later
How did she convince me to come again. Those big puppy dog eyes she gives just so she gets what she wants. My black dress was way to short and my hair was not used to being flayed across my shoulders. My hair is done in a top not and my lipstick is black and matte. "Looking sexy" Charlotte says. She sucks, I roll my eyes and walk out the door as my black Porsche pulls up with Henri my AI making sure everything is set. "Let's rock this!" I say as Charlotte screams in happiness.

Yes I know I haven't updated lately but I have a life hope u like this chapter.