I See You | Namjin

Chapter 17 [M]

Namjoon hammered on the door to Jin's house, one of the maids opened the door. Her eyes widened at who it was but before she could say anything, Namjoon barged past quickly shouting a hello to Mr and Mrs Kim who were just about to leave the house. Namjoon darted up the stairs and towards Jin's bedroom.

"N-Namjoon" Jin said in surprised when he saw his fiancé barge through his bedroom door.

"I love you Jinnie, I really do and I am so sorry for what I said, it was because I grew up believing that maybe after my mother's death I would be able to see her again as a ghost and that never happened so I just lost belief that ghosts or any sort of afterlife existed. I am really sorry for everything I said" Namjoon apologised.

"Joonie, I should be the one apologising, I allowed that spirit to gain control of my body and it tried to kill you" Jin said.

"No, you had no choice with what happened. I did, I said those words" Namjoon answered whilst sitting on the bed beside Jin.

"I forgive you Joonie" Jin said.

"And I'll do anything to make it up to you" Namjoon said.

"Joonie, I want... uh... it does not matter" Jin muttered, his cheeks were bright red and he was looking down at his legs to avoid looking at Namjoon.

"What is it Jinnie, anything you want to do matters to me" Namjoon said.

"I-I wanttohavesexwithyou" Jin said extremely quickly.

"You want to what Jinnie?" Namjoon asked a smirk appeared on his face as Jin's cheeks darkened.

"I-I want to have sex with you" Jin said. 

Namjoon smiled before gently pushing his fiancé down onto his bed before capturing the man underneath him lips with a passionate kiss. Jin wrapped his arms around Namjoon's neck pulling the younger boy closer. Jin's entangled his fingers in Namjoon's short black hair before giving it a light tug which made a moan escape Namjoon's lips. Namjoon pulled away from the kiss and started to remove all articles of clothing until Jin was naked, Namjoon then removed his own clothes.

Namjoon climbed back on top of Jin's body and started pressing gentle kisses Jin's arms, chest and legs before trailing his tongue over Jin's nipples before taking Jin's right nipple into his mouth and starting sucking on it, a quiet moan escaped Jin's mouth. Namjoon's attention then turned to Jin's left nipple and start giving it the same treatment. Namjoon pressed kisses up Jin's chest before he started littering Jin's neck in bite marks, claiming the man he loved as his for all to see.

Namjoon put Jin's legs over his shoulders giving access to Jin's hole, he lent down and gently pushed his tongue into Jin's hole and started thrusting it in and out. Jin let out a loud moan as his fiancé added one of his fingers into his ass, Jin was overcome with pleasure as Namjoon removed his tongue and added a second finger before he started to stretch his fiancé. When Namjoon thought Jin was ready he added a third finger and started to thrust his three fingers in and out of Jin's hole looking for Jin's prostate which did not take long.

"Last chance to back out" Namjoon said looking up at his fiancé.

"I'm not backing out, I want you to take my virginity Joonie" Jin stated. Namjoon gave Jin another kiss, this time it was short but sweet when he pulled his fingers out of Jin before he lined his member up with Jin's hole and gently pushed in, Jin grabbed the bedsheets tightly by the pain he was feeling by being stretched.

"Relax baby" Namjoon said pressing a kiss to Jin's leg, Jin gave his fiancé a nod before trying to relax himself as Namjoon continued to enter him. Once Namjoon was fully inside of Jin he instantly stopped moving and waited for Jin to adjust to his size whilst he pressed kisses all over Jin's body.

Namjoon's pace was slow when he finally was given permission to move, their lips were pressed together as Namjoon moved in and out of Jin's body. Namjoon wanted this time to be special, to make Jin feel all the love that Namjoon had for him. All his thrusts were slow but full of passion as their lips moved gently.

Jin felt like his heart could burst at Namjoon's gentle and slow thrust, the feeling of the man he loved making sweet love to him was overwhelming. Jin broke their long kiss so he could breathe before burying his head in Namjoon's neck, his arms were loosely hung around Namjoon's neck whilst Jin's legs were tightly wrapped around Namjoon's waist.

Namjoon could feel his orgasm starting to build up as he quickened his pace, his member pressed against Jin's prostate, each time Jin became tighter and tighter around him, Namjoon quickly pressing his lips against Jin's, Namjoon came hard into his lover's body around the same time as Jin shot his load onto their chests before carefully pulling out of Jin and collapsing beside him. Jin gently turned over so he was able to lay his head on Namjoon's chest, he felt his fiancé wrap his arms around his body and pulled him closer.

"I love you Joonie" Jin whispered into Namjoon's chest.

"I love you too Jinnie" Namjoon replied pulling Jin closer. The couple lay there in silence enjoying the others company and recovering from their previous actions. A question was at the front of Namjoon's mind but he feared that asking could be too personal for Jin to answer and he would shut Namjoon out and become like he was before Namjoon started talking to him.

"How long have you been able to see ghosts?" Namjoon questioned after finally getting the courage to ask it.

"For as long as I can remember I have always been able to see them. I learnt when I was about 10 that no one else could see them, it was not long after my grandmother died and she was in the house with us, watching over us, I said that she had returned to us but my parents said that they did not see her and I was just making it up to cope with her death" Jin started.

"My abilities have always felt like a curse because no one could see what I can, the ghost council believe that I am one of the most powerful seers that they have encountered, they even gave me a book to help me control and improve my powers" Jin said.

"Are you going to?" Namjoon questioned.

"I am not sure yet, there is still so much which is happening with the university, our education and our marriage, I don't know where I will be able to flick through and start learning more about my abilities" Jin answered. 

"I think you should, you might be able to help those who cannot adapt to their undead lives" Namjoon said.

"You think I could help?" Jin asked.

"Definitely" Namjoon replied before pressing a kiss against Jin's forehead.

"Did you know that there are two ghosts living at your house, your mother and grandmother" Jin told Namjoon who quickly turned to look down at Jin.

"R-Really" Namjoon stuttered, shock was present on his face.

"Yeah, I did have a look through that book when I got it and I think I might be able to bring you into the world I see for a brief moment so you would be able to see them" Jin said.

"I would like that" Namjoon replied.

"Okay, get dressed we will go straight over to yours then" Jin said before climbing out of bed and started to collect his clothes which had been thrown on the floor earlier.