Stars . {Phan}

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{Phil's pov}

Of all the people in the world, Dan chose me to be laying under the stars with right now. He could choose anyone and he chose me. As we lay under the night's sky I look at Dan's face, the way the moon shined on him was beautiful. He was beautiful. 

Dan turned to me, "Phil?" I only hummed in response

 "Phil, wake up." I groggily opened my eyes. It was only a dream.

"Phil, today we have to go to the radio show. We have to go in an hour get ready." Dan said going to the kitchen. "Want breakfast?" 

"uh yeah, thanks. I'm gonna jump in the shower." I hum while getting up.

 He nods and I walk off. Throughout my whole shower, I think about my dream. I've had so many dreams about him but none of them have affected me, I could always block them out. I get out of the shower and get dressed, classic 'Jake the dog' sweatshirt and black jeans.

I go downstairs and see dan sitting at our counter with a bowl of cereal, with another bowl sitting next to him. He gestures for me to sit next to him and I do as we eat our cereal in silence. When he's done he puts the bowl in the sink and leans against the counter

 "what was your dream? You kept smiling." Dan asks. 

"It uh, it was nothing." 

 "Well, now I'm interested." 

"It was just the normal. A land of food and video games."

 "Mhm, sure. Anyway, we have to go."

 I get up and we leave for the radio show.

{Dan's pov}

When the radio show was over we get in a taxi and the ride home was silent. Phil didn't say anything. We went inside and he immediately went into his room. It wasn't like him to close himself into his room. I leave him alone for a bit and then go knock on his door. 

"Phil?"

 There's no answer. I push the door open slightly to see Phil sleeping on his bed. 

"He must've been tired," I mumble before going back to my room to watch some anime.

 About an hour or so later I start to walk out to the lounge to make some food. I stick my head into Phil's room and he's cuddling his blanket, still asleep. I close his door quietly and go to the kitchen to get something. I look through the cupboards for a few moments and I jump when I hear someone speak.

"Wanna order Chinese? Geez, Dan didn't know I was that scary." 

 "Well, you just snuck up on me."

 he laughs and pulls out his phone to order Chinese. After the food got here we sat on the couch and watched 'The Crown' on Netflix. Phil and I ate our food and when we both finished Phil threw out the trash and then went to his room. I figure he was still tired so I left him alone and watched some shows on Netflix.

{Phils pov}

I have to think about everything. Every time I try to block it out it comes back. I can ignore everything for a bit but somehow it comes back whether it's because Dan's walking around in no shirt (which he does frequently) or whether it's because I have a dream. I love my best friend. I have for the longest time but, I've never come out as bisexual, and I don't want anything to ruin the friendship we have. 

"Why is everything so confusing," I mutter aloud to myself. 

"Phil? You alright?" Dan knocks on the door.

 "Yeah yeah. Fine," 

 "That sounded unenthusiastic," he pauses for a moment. "Can I come in Phil?"

 "Uh yeah sure." 

Dan slowly opens the door and sits on the edge of my bed. 

"Phil, have you been crying? Your eyes look red." 

I wipe my eyes on the edge of my sleeves. "everything's just so confusing right now Dan."

"Tell me about it, everything."

A/N: here's the first chapter of 'Stars', I've changed the layout a bit and I'm gonna be posting more often as well. I hope yall enjoy :)