Lovesick

The car crash

''JIN!!!!'', I screamed without knowing where I really was. A manly hand tried to stop me from standing up. ''You shouldn't move, you need to rest.'', a deep and gentle voice said. I slowly turned my head to the man. It took a while to recognize him. The man smiled at me and his dimples showed up. Beside him, there was another man. He must be the doctor!

''W-who are you?'', I asked him. He smiled again and replied: ''I'm Kim Namjoon.'' 
I'm stunned how good he looks. But one thing bothered me: Why is he here?
So I asked him why he was here. He gasped and said: ''I'm glad that you survived. I'm the one who accidentally crashed you with my car. Please forgive me. I can't drive very well and was practicing and I didn't see you.''

Silence. I was shocked.
I remember everything.
Hospital.
Accident.
Wheelchair.
Jin.

My hands were trembling. How can I just stay still? I need to find where Jin is. I tried to stand up, but Namjoon stopped me again. ''You still can't walk'', Namjoon said.

''Do you know Kim Seokjin by any chance?!'', I asked him. His eyes widened. ''How do you know him? Tell me!'', his voice changed. I stuttered that I have met him days before his birthday and we met us often. ''Where is he now?!'', he asked me. ''I don't know Namjoon, I only remember that I wanted to gift him something, but he wasn't here anymore.'' Tears came out of my eyes. I couldn't stop crying. I couldn't stop thinking about him. 

I love him.

''Y/N, you shouldn't cry, he must be somewhere else. Don't worry, he'll be fine.'', he patted my head. I wiped my tears and smiled at him. He is really a comforting person, but my inner thoughts keep said that something bad happened to Jin.

He gave me his number. ''Call me if you need help or if you find anything about Jin'', he said with a calm voice. ''Bye, Y/N!'', Namjoon said and left the room.
I glanced at the guitar. It was still there.

I was sunk in deep thoughts.

Jin where are you?

I need you,

Jin.