Punk Niall Horan Dirty Imagine

(Y/N) POV:

The more I thought about it the more it killed me. I never knew what love was I assumed it was myth or an exaggeration that people used instead of saying that they really liked someone. But it's not, but who knows what it is? Most people would run to a dictionary for the definition and pretend they knew what they were talking about. But what does a book know? A bunch of empty minded words to shut people up. A book isn't you. Everyone loves differently and whether what I have for Niall was love or just another meaningless crush that would build me up to break me down two times lower, I want to be with him. And I'm going to be with him.

NIALL POV:

Why was I playing this ridiculous game? Why can't I just tell her how I feel? Because she doesn't feel the same way. She only comes near me out of pity. I was nothing to her and I will continue to be nothing to her. I don't compare to the guys she dates, I'm a freak, but I did it to myself. My parents hate what I did to myself and know I'm starting to hate it too. But she likes tattoos, and she told me she loved me once before. I'm not giving up on her and what could be us. If i fail she was at least going to know how I felt. And that I was strong enough to be her knight in shining armor for my princess.

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It's been very long and I'm sorry. I have new dance hours and its getting harder to update and if you choose to leave because of it then I understand. For those who are staying sorry if this part was cheesy but it kinda gives you a clear indicator of what's going to happen next, but I still have a lot more parts in mind so yeah byyyyyyeeeeeee 💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖