Secrets (Jin/BTS fanfic)

Apologize

"Chae Eun!" My mother knocked on my door. "You have a guest, put your face mask on so you don't get them sick."

"Yes mom." I sighed grabbing my place face mask,  I've been lying to her that I'm sick so I can stay home and not face Jin at home.

"Come down when you're done." She said before I heard footsteps walk down the stairs.

I groaned putting the face mask on and wrapping myself in a blanket before walking out and downstairs. I yawned before going to the living room where my apparent guest was waiting when my eyes widen.

"J-Jin.." I stuttered before tearing up. "Get out."

"Chae listen-"

"Get out!" I whisper yelled to him. "I hate you, after everything you did you have the audacity to show up at my house!?"

"Ugh, Chae I'm sorry." He sighed rubbing the back of his neck. "What I did was low, even for myself."

"Now you realize that?" I scoffed.

He looked at me. "Will you please just hear me out?"

"I guess." I mumbled before sitting on my couch as he just stood, he looked like he was trying to think.

"Okay, we all know I'm a dick. But that was low, even for me. I just, I didn't have a choice. They saw us get in the car together so they asked what was up. And then they started thinking we were having an affair-"

"Us!?" I interrupted him. "What the actual hell?"

"I know, so I had to tell them the truth. And then the day you ran out and told Namjoon it angered me, so I got mad and then he beat me up the next day. So I got angry and told everyone your secret." He sighed.

"Chae Eun, I'm going to meet Dong-il at his work. I'll be back later, don't have him leave the bottom floor." My mom scolded me before Jin bowed to her as she left.

I looked at Jin. "You did it because you got angry that I left and told Namjoon? I get the other part with your friends, I'd do the same thing. But why were you angry?"

"Like I said, I hate girls crying. It angered me I couldn't fix it this time." He mumbled.

"Seokjin, really? Is that it?" I stood up.

"Yeah." He looked at me, he had bruises on his face and I felt terrible about it. 

"I'm sorry for Namjoon hitting you." I sighed.

"I deserved it." He chuckled. "Look, Chae there is something you should know-"

"Red!" Namjoon opened the door grinning until he saw Jin, he instantly frowned and was about to charge after him until I stood in front of him. "What's the asshole doing here?" He growled.

I made Namjoon look at me which made him look a little less angry. "He came here to apologize Kim Namjoon. Don't try fighting him right now, okay?"

"Don't worry Joonie, I came to apologize. I remembered what you said about respecting a girls feelings. Realized that a real man actually respects and gives a shit about women, not treat them the way I did. So I'm sorry for hurting your best friend." Jin bowed to us a bit.

"Really?" Namjoon calmed down more.

"I wouldn't lie about apologizing." Jin nodded. "But doesn't mean I like you anymore or any less." He chuckled.

"I forgive you." I said. "Just know if you do it again, I wont hold Namjoon back."

He smirked. "I wouldn't expect anything less."

"Punk." Namjoon mumbled.

"Loser." Jin said before going to the door. "I'll escort myself out. See you in school when you feel better, Park Chae Eun."

"Bye." I smiled slightly before he closed the door.

"If he ever hurts you again, I'm killing him." Namjoon ruffled my hair before we went to the kitchen. "What else did he say?

I thought about it as he raided my fridge while I sat on the counter. "He said he got mad at me for calling you that night and that's why he did what he did the next day."

"He got mad?" Namjoon raised a brow as he began stuffing his face with leftover kimchi.

"Yeah, he said it angered him." I shrugged.

"That sounds like jealousy." He mumbled before gulping his food as he tried sitting down on the counter too but knocked over dishes causing sounds to echo through. "On second thought, I'll stand."

"Clumsy as always." I chuckled.

"Anyway! I think he was jealous." He ignored my clumsy comment. "Maybe he likes you."

I nearly choked on air. "What!? Kim Seokjin like me? As if!"

"Think about it." He chuckled biting into more kimchi. "He harassed you at the party, he joined the same drama class as you. He helped you with your mom and calmed you down and then he tells you it angered him that you called me after he made you mad? It would make sense."

"I mean.. He did say that it was because he made me cry, he wanted to be the one to fix it. Not you." I mumbled.

"You aren't helping your case." He looked at me. "I think he likes you but wont admit it because of who he is."

"No freaking way, I refuse to believe it." I shook my head.

"Do you like him?" He questioned me.

"NO!" I said quickly. "He makes fun of me, he sexualizes me sometimes, sure he's helped me ONE time but does that make up for all the shitty things hes done? No. He's a bad person, along with Yuna, Nabi, Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung. They all are bad people." I huffed crossing my arms.

He smirked and grabbed a water bottle. "Really? Then why were you willing to keep his secret about him being in drama class?"

"Because he knew about my family. We were even with knowledge." I snapped at him.

"Then after he hurt you why did you feel bad after I kicked his ass?" 

"Because Namjoon! I know he's done bad things but I didn't want to see him get hurt, it makes me want to cry seeing him get hurt!" I yelled as I covered my mouth. 

"Makes you want to cry?" He came to me and cupped my face. "Park Chae Eun, I think you have a secret crush on Kim Seokjin."

"No no no!" I covered my eyes. "I don't like him! He's handsome and whatever but he's a jerk and a player!"

"You even find him handsome." He clicked his tongue.

I groaned letting my head fall on his shoulder. "I'll figure it out myself."

"What do you mean?"

"I will find out if I really like him or if it was just because I don't like people getting hurt." I sighed.

"And just how are you going to find out?" He asked me.

"I'm going to kiss him."

"YOU'RE WHAT!?