•fanfic• (taekook)

Chapter 4: snap out of it

Jungkooks POV:

Ok kook take a deep breath you know what's coming.

If he didn't talk to you on the ride here then he's not going to say your name.

Besides you are straight why are you even thinking any of this? COME ON SNAP OUT OF IT!

Tae: I haven't really found anyone yet.

Crap. Wait. No.  Why are you sad? This what you were expecting. It fine, your fine, we're all fine. 

"Jung Kook"

Was that him? I swear that was him. I know that deep voice anywhere.

Turn around Kook. That's what you do when people say your name.

I looked. Man his eyes are beautiful. He's so beautiful.

Oh. He looked away. I must have imagined it.

I'll just keep looking just in case. Crap he's hot.

No. Kook. No. Straight boys don't think like that... but he's so cute.

"Kook"

Was that him again? Was he teasing me?

Rm:"Kook"

Oh.

Rm: answer the question.

Crap what I'm supposed to say.

"Ahh I d-don't  knoww"
STUPID NO ONE GOING TO BELIEVE THAT.

Interviewer: welp that's all we have time for today.

Rm: Thank you for having us.

It was dark outside it must be late.

We got in the van. I was the last one in. And you will never guess in a million years the only seat left was next to.

Tae.

We stared driving. Rm turned on his music other than that it was silent. Everyone fell asleep. Everyone accept me.

I felt a weight on my shoulder. I turned to see Tae on my shoulder. I relaxed.

I was glad it was him.  Even if he was asleep I wanted to be close to him. I checked to make sure he was asleep. He was.

I laid my head on top of his. It looked like was still asleep. Which was good because I wouldn't do this if he wasn't.

I picked up his hand and finger by finger weaved my hand into his.

I took a deep breath and squeezed his hand to check if he was awake one more time.

A gentle but strong pressure was his response.
Crap he's so strong and sweet, it's kind hot.

WAIT. CRAP. HES AWAKE. HE KNOWS.

He snuggled his head in my shoulder and tightened his grip on my hand.

I think I'm gay.