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Chapter 12: I love you

Namoon's POV-

He breathed heavy,sniffling. I pulled him closer into me.

We decided to do everything we normally to do together. Everything we took for granted until now.

"I'm sorry joon" Jin stuttered

"No no no Jinie baby don't be sorry. You have nothing to be sorry about."

He dug his head into my my chest, my eyes watered. I put my arms around him; I never wanted to let go. I never wanted any of this to happen.

"I-it's just- .... I know you're in a tough spot and I'm just making everything wor-"

I interrupted him "listen to me, you are not making anything worse. If anything you're making me feel better right now. I never want you to think you're making everything worse. You brighten my life you could never make anything worse."

I felt like melting. No. No you can't you're the the leader you're supposed to be strong. Be strong you can't let him see you like that.

He looked up. Man, he looked beautiful even when he cried.

"Joon?" He saw my eyes watering. "Joooon baby." He pouted.

That was it I couldn't hold it in anymore. I started to cry. Ugly horrible snotty crying.

"Oooh honey. I know I know." He pulled me into a hug rubbing my back. I put my head on his shoulder, bawling like a baby.

"You don't have to be put together Joon it's just us. It's okay, it's okay." He moves and took my head I'm between his hands. I held them there, tears running down my face.

"You don't have to put on a face baby, this hurt everyone. Just because you're the leader doesn't mean you have to be strong all the time. You don't need to keep it together like that. God, you're amazing, I don't know anyone that can keep a straight face better then you."

Jin was perfect for me. Just by looking at my face he could tell how I was feeling and why.

"I-I love you" I sniffed
"I love you too" he said

We fell asleep like that just Jin and I. Our last night and I was more in love with him than I think I have ever been.