Chapter 5: im sorry.

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Taehyung 's POV-

I shouldn't have hoped he would say my name. Especially if I was scared to say his. Everyone knows he's straight anyway.

I need to lower my expectations and hopes. They could get me to excited.

On the way home RM played his music. Jin laid on top of him joon played with his hair and showered him with little kisses.

I guess there dating?

Hobi and Yoongi leaned on each other. Yoongi was fast asleep.

I wanted that. Not Hobi Yoongi Jin or Joon, but the love they had in between each other.

Everyone fell asleep at least half way through the ride. So I relaxed. I tried to lul my self to sleep with the base of the radio.

When I woke up to warmth and a heaviness on my left cheek. I didn't open my eyes I didn't want to wake up from what I thought was a dream.

A strong shoulder supporting my head. I could feel his breath in my hair. And then- I melted.

His hand ran down my arm and intertwined his fingers in mine. He squeezed my hand he is so strong.  I squeezed his hand back and cuddled into him.

His breaths started to get quicker. I put my hand on his chest. His heartbeat slowed. I put his forehead against mine and ran my fingers through his hair.

Without thinking I opened my eyes to realise I was staring right into his. This wasn't a dream. This was real.

His face looked scared and confused. I looked up the van was stopped, everyone was looking.

"Oh my god I am so sorry"

Silence

I could feel my eyes watering. I ran out of the van.

Jk: T-tae wait

"I'm so so sorry"

I went in my room and locked the door.

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