Lucky Lynzee

This girl.

   ***********************************Zanes P.O.V.****************************************

I couldnt sleep anymore. Its to quiet now. I have too much on my mind to sleep. I need to sit here alone and just think. Just think. No matter what im thinking about my eyes are always looking at Lynzee. Shes still sleeping. She is so beautiful. Even when shes sleeping. My eyes are drawn to the flicker of the clock changing the hour, its 3 AM. I havent gotten much sleep. I dont know how she can sleep. After what she just told me..I wouldnt be able to sleep if that happned to me..and to have to relive that moment every time i have to tell someone about it. Horrible. I just want to protect her from everything, never let her go. Never let her get hurt. Lynzee is the only real thing i have in my life now. My parents cant work things out. My moms leaving. Its not like she talked to me much when I still lived at home anyways, the nanny was the closest thing to a mom I ever had. And she hardly spoke english, she said I didnt have to understand what she said to know that she loved me.Obviously she could speak english she just didnt like to. She said she missed home and that was a reminder of what things were like. When I turned 16 she went back to France. That was one of that hardest times in my life, when she left. I still miss her. I dont talk to her much, but I try my best to talk to her when I can.

"Goodmorning, love"

"Goodmorning. What time is it?" I could tell she was starting to wake up when her eye lids started to flutter like a babys.

"About 3:20"

"3:20 in the morning?"

"Yeah, go back to sleep. You need it. You have hardly slept in days. I'll be right here"

"Goodnight, then. Zane?"

"Yes?"

"I love you."

"I love you too, Lynzee. I love you too." I was hoping she knew what she was saying because I really did mean what I was saying. This is the first time I had ever said 'I love you' to anyone other than my nanny. There was no one else that was around for more than a week. Everyone in my life so far has been in and out. But im not leaving Lynzee. And I dont think shes gonna leave me anytime soon. It felt really good to be able to love someone again.