I've never understood you. I've never wanted you here. I never asked you to be wherever I go. And yet there you are, staring at me in the mirror with a sickening smile on your lips.
There you are, clawing and tearing away at my sanity as if it where paper. There you are, twisting my words to the ones I love dearly. Having me rip and tare at their hearts as if I where a blood thirsty wolf. Why won't you leave? Why don't you just go? Go. Go away. Leave me be. Let me live MY life.
What have I done to earn your wrath? To earn all the ridicule show to me. To listen to your sickening laughter and taught of my tears and fears. To bare the weight of your anger and pitty on my shoulders and back. I'm sore. So sore.
I can barely stand my own behavior and actions, can't you see?! I'm sick of myself, sick of the things I've said and done, seen and heard, breathed and drank. And I owe it all to you.
you are the responsible for everything that has gone wrong. For everyone who can no longer stand me. For everything I cry and cry and cry for. So do me a favor. Leave me alone. And stop laughing at me!
