Dear, world

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Dear world,
I am @stupidsmileswithzane
And in the contest of love simon in here to tell you who I am. My name is Maddy, I am in love with this girl named Devin and we are very happy together. My life is very complicated. And hard. And...it sucks. But with the power of anime, my sister and homestuck, I've gotten myself through it so far. I love writing and drawing and I hope to see you all in the future, if I still own this app. I'm glad I'm doing this because whoever actually reads this, is as great as apple juice! Oh yeah, the things I like. I like anime, manga, food, apple juice, chocolate (especially dove~), and writing and drawing. I also love speaking to people on Instagram, I make a lot of cool friends there who support 🏳️‍🌈 LGBT. If you can support anyone than your considered a friend with the whole world. There's a lot of different people out there that it's scary, but the movie love, simon that's coming out, the trailer just takes my breathe away. After all these years they finally make a gay movie! THEY MAKE YAOI DREAMS COME TRUE! I also have dark dark dark brown hair, brown eyes, and part of my hair is dyed purple. I have a big nose which makes it easier to tell when dinners ready, and  none of my friends have ever seen my legs. I have a phobia of showing my legs out in schools, I'm fine showing them in public areas close to where I live because I only have a 5% chance of seeing someone I know there. But at schools and on field trips, leggings and pants are my best friend. I also am afraid of heights, sort of. Depends on how high I am, and I'm also scared of the dark. I know it sounds stupid but the door to my room shakes at night and I always wake up at 3:20. Like every night I wake up and look at the time to see it's 3:20. I don't know why it happens but it just does. Like an invisible alarm clock is permanently set on 3:20 and it's invisible alarm goes off every night at that time. It scares me too because my tv always goes to no signal. It's just super scary. I also have two best friends that I would never want to leave. One is named Alex, he has a pretty hard last name to pronounce, and I like that about him. It's so unusual, like me! He also has brown hair with part of it dyed magenta. I've known him since 1st grade so he's one of my bestest friends. Then Lucy, we call her toilet sometimes because her last name sounds so similar to it. I don't call her that a lot but other people do. Don't worry no one bullies her, she laughs at it too. She even calls one of her friends brenner, Barbra. I love my happy fandom family. I've had one...two...three...fou- three crushes. Number four is Devin though. So she doesn't really count. My first was Alex, I forgot to mention I call him Alli~Kun, and sometimes he calls me Maddy~San. We have a sort of anime tradition there. Heh. My second crush was this kid named daveyon which I soon realized was really stupid, my third crush was Lucy, not toilet though. My best friend Lucy is new to our school, and my crush Lucy was in my third grade class. She was super into fashion and cute in a way. I also thought that gore and more was a cute match. Like opposites attract kinda thing. But I just ended up realizing she was a crazy person. Probably even psycho! And then I met Devin. She lives all the way in Arkansas, I met her on Instagram and I knew this was hnsafe but I trusted her too much. Plus I searched up her face on google and nothing popped up so I knew this was her face that she was sending me. She was into anime like me, and loved everything I did. I felt like it was a match made in hell! I love her, and I support LGBT 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍🌈!!!! I can't wait to see love simon when it comes out.
Dear world, I'm like you, nobody knows I'm gay.

Love, Maddy/ @stupidsmileswithzane !

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