Flashback
The woman suddenly pushed me on the floor harshly, tears falling down my face like a waterfall.
"I understand why your parents left you, I mean look at you, you're a worthless, useless, ugly piece of crap who didn't deserve to live in this world." She spat.
I looked at her, fear clearly in my eyes. She took advantage of it. I knew she was right, i mean i couldn't even defend myself.
She hits me multiple times, left bruises and scars until she was satisfied. But i was used to it. I was used to the pain i feel everyday.
I just want to rest. To get rid of everything. To stop it. But i knew I couldn't do anything. I was stuck to this nightmare of a life.
I still feel her hitting me, but i just let her. The pain i feel now can't and never compare to the pain i feel thinking about my parents and just wondering why.
Why they left me. Am i really that worthless? Am i really that much of a burden?
Why can't i just be happy? Or have a normal life?
It felt like hours until she was finally done with me. She let me go.
My eyes started to droop.
"Why?" Was my last thought before darkness consumed me.
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Suicidal Regret
Werewolf"Sometimes I just wonder what it would be like having a normal life, a happy family, friends and just happiness". Life was something Jane Collins hated. Growing up in a horrible orphanage made her feel lonely, abandoned and worthless. But that was...
