Mirror Mirror on the wall...Who is the fairest of them all?
Pffttt...what am I doing? It's not me, duh. It's Song Hami. That's the queen of my school. Who am I? My name is Choi Hyunsoo. I'm that one girl with a big butt and glasses.
Hami, on the other hand, has perky breasts and butt, cute hands, pale skin, big eyes, long shiny black hair, thin legs and arms, and a small flat tummy.
Me? Pfftt...don't even THINK about it!
I have a big butt and breasts, hands with long fingers, pale but tan-ish skin, double eyelids, medium length hair with bangs, no thigh gap, and a saggy stomach.
At 5,3 and 141lbs (70 kg) Forget it!
Yeah....I'm gross, we get it.
Well...I've never really gotten hate about my weight...okay okay okay okay okay...that's a lie. (CAUGHT IN A LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE)
My parents are divorced and I live with my dad. He always comes home late and drunk. Sometimes, when he really is drunk, he abuses me. Yelling 'WHY ARE YOU SO FAT? HYUNSOO!! WHY ARE YOU SO F!CKING UGLY AND FAT?' He hits me and screams.
When he's sober, he is a really nice guy. He calls me his 'Hyunie.' He always asks why I have bruises and scars. I don't have the heart to tell him.
Whenever I meet my mother, she always asks if I have a boyfriend. I'll always answer no. She would always say 'if you care about your weight more...' My heart would always pain and hurt. How can a mother say that to her own child? I would always tell her that it's okay. I don't want a boy. Then we would both laugh it off and continue talking about random things.
Yeah...that's my life right there...
And for friends? Ppfftt! I have none. The only person I have is Hami. Yes, that moron.
She is always walking around with her 'gang' and fat shaming me.
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Yeah...that girl is a new low. But what am I to say?
I'm not happy with how I live. The only friends I have is my internet friends, who don't know how I look, and...my books and characters I draw.
So...I want to change my life. I want to lose weight. Maybe get some friends. I don't want any boyfriend. I don't want anything like that. No, I just to improve my life.
Be happy maybe?
That's all I want.
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