I'm not loved | j.jk (discontinued)

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It was morning already and as soon as I walked in, I wanted to go back home.
Some girls were staring, but not like before. Instead of hatred and disgust, it's now more of an admiration.

Maya saw me and ran up.
'OH MY GOSH, HYUNIE! You have the check the hierarchy list!' She said, pushing her phone into my face.

Someone in our school made a popularity chart. Who was more popular, higher on the shook hierarchy. It's on a website and people check it a lot.

I used to be at #1256 but now I'm at....
8?!

I tried to think of how to frick this could possibly happen.

'Yeah and make Choi Hyunsoo 8th...'

Goddamit. Stupid Jungkook.

'Hyunie, how did this happen?' She asked me. I handed her, her phone back.

'Long story...' I smiled at her and bound down the hallway to find that little shit. I don't know if I should thank him or slap him.

It's honestly disgusting that I am 'admired' just because I'm higher in the school hierarchy.

Of course, he was hanging around with Taehyung, Jimin, Namjoon, Hoseok, Yoongi, and Jin. Was I really surprised? No.

'JEON MOTHER FUKING JUNG GUK!'

He turned around, face already flushed.

'Y-yeah?' He asked, smiling shyly.

'Ohmigod, it's her!' Hoseok whsipered to Jimin.
'sHUsh,' Jin whisper-screamed.

'Why did you make me 8th?' I don't know what answer I was expecting to be honest.

'I mean, whY nOT?' He said, smiling mischievously.

'I'm getting so much unwanted attentionnnnnn!' I whined.

'Well, you won't get bullied anymore.' He pointed out.

You don't have to starve anymore. My brain screamed at me.

I wish I could stop, but I was addicted to starving. I love food, I do, it's just....I have an unhealthy relationship with it.

'Well...thanks...I guess...' I muttered.

'Would you like to sit with us at lunch?' Namjoon offered, being nice.

'Sure.' I didn't want to say anything I would regret, so I just agreed. 'I'm going to class...'

Just before I turned around, Jimin grabbed my arm.

'Can I have your number? Let's all be friends!' He said, smiling.

'Uh....okay...my number is ###-###-####.'

'Thanks.' Immediately, we were all put in a groupchat. After we sorted out who was who, we all were already late for homeroom.

Lunch- (I'm too lazy to write more soooooooo)

I sat down to their table with a small paper bag. It was the snack the person gave me. It was a yellow donut the shape of a cat with some banana milk. That was all my lunch, (and mostly the only meal for the rest of the day.)

Yoongi elbowed Taehyung when he saw it. Taehyung immediately said, 'Where did you get that?' Which made Jungkook look up really fast.

'Oh, somebody put some food in my locker. It looks really good.' I said, ready to devour it.

'I-it looks good.' Guk said, kinda nervous.

'Mhm.' I took a bite out of it. Complete heaven 🙌.

Honestly, lunch was a little quiet and shy at first, but soon, we started passing around memes.

For once, I didn't feel ugly. I felt loved. And beautiful.

Well, I did.

Until Song Hami showed up.

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