Black soul,Blood tears,Dark lover

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I walked till I got home.I mean it was like my 1st time without having someone drive me or even accompany me home.But I didnt really mind I mean,who doesn't want to be, not surrounded by fake friends,and someone who just had sex with the one you love,and just act ok with it..right? I know I wouldn't!I sighed ,when I came upon my door,the door that leads into my home,a home full of abusing 'loving' parents(Nötë:$@®©@$m),a home thats full of nightmares,and that's only filled with bullshit,a home and a place that I wish I could get away from,and was never born in!I opened the door,and stepped in while closing it behind me.The first thing I noticed .........was cans and bottles of beer on the floor......oh no!I dashed to my room as quickly and as quietly as I can.Your probably thinking why im already running to my room,and why I might be worried/scared or why I said 'oh no'.well when it comes to seeing beer of bottles or cans anywhere in my house,just laying around,and empty,thats a sign that my parents are drunk. I hate it when they're drunk because they start getting abusive towards their children.I pushed open my door to see my little sister laying unconcious on my floor.I dropped my bag,and rushed towards my little sister.finally noticing the blood trickling down from her head.    "Kristi wake up....please......*sigh*..why are bad things happening to me?"

  "Oh c'mon baby girl dont cry...daddys here!"

I quickly turned around,to see my father standing in the doorway with a bottle of beer in his left hand,while his auburn hair was messy,and while his clothes were all dirty with little spots of red.....which was blood.....Kristi's blood.I got up,and he smirked and walked towards me.

"dad just please leave us alone"

he gulped down a sip of beer before a evil smirk was plastered across his face.I was about to leave,and rush into the bathroom and lock myself in,but I couldn't just leave Kristi here!

  "darling dont be scared of daddy,im here to protect you"

too late he grabbed me and was already pinning me on the bed.He wasn't going to beat me,no...this time its different..this time he's gonna rape me.A tear slipped down my face and he just kept smiling down at me ,coming closer until he was inches away from my face

"god your beautiful.....dont worry daddy's not going to beat you this time...no..this time daddy's gonna give you pleasure,something you'll never forget."

his breath reaked of alcohol and he licked off my tear.

  "DAD STOP!!I DONT WANT THIS!!PLE-"

I found my screaming to be muffled,since my dads hand was covering my mouth.

"now,now why dont you be a good little girl,and have some fun with daddy"

he then slipped of my jeans along with my panties,exposing my private part,while his were already unbuckled.He soon took out his member and without another warning he pushed it inside me! I gasped which was caused by the pain of him doing this to me,while he just moaned.I didn't want my virginity to be taken like this.I wanted it to be taken by someone I deeply,and truly loved.Thats not close to zane,not after what he's done,even though it's not his fault!tears started spilling out more,but I needed to be strong,I don't want this.......im done!I grabbed the bottle ,and bit down hard on my dads hand making him get out of me,and scream in pain,noticing the blood mark on where I bit down on.

    "why you son of a little bitch!!"

he then started getting up,but I then smashed the bottle on his head making it shatter into pieces,and which made him now lay unconscious on the floor with blood gushing out from his head.I quickly checked his pulse to find that not only was he 'unconscious'but.....dead.I have killed my dad, I let his arm drop dead on the ground and stood up ,but to find myself get slapped hard across the face.I held my hand up to where my cheek stung!I turn to find the person that has just slapped me was my mom.She had anger,sadness,and jealousy in her eyes!