.love that last. |jaylor|Joe Alwyn Taylor swift

I want you midnights

Taylor's P.O.V

oh no I said to myself as hoped onto the lift

'whats wrong' Tree asked

'stage fright'

'you never have that Tay just imagine how happy your fans will be too see you'

 she was right I needed to put a smile on my face and go out there and give it my best

, nervously my shaky hand pressed the up^ button on the lift.As I rose up onto the stage I could hear one of my favorite sounds, my fans screaming, crying, cheering. to the beat of ready for it

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after the show

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the show had run smoothly 

I had a ongoing pain in my stomach thinking it was the flu I had ignored it but as Joe and I walked to the front door it got worse.I pushed him into the doorway running to the bathroom hugging the toilet bowl, I proceeded to empty my stomach I heard Joe rush into the bathroom with Harper on his side 'wots wrong mummy' Harper questioned 'mummy has the flu I'm sure it will get better hun'.

she squirmed in Joe's arms and walked out of the room Joe squatted down 'want some meds I was thinking of going out for a date if you're ok'

  I pursed my lips and nodded 'i'll be ok I guess'  

Joe:'sure'

tay: 'I've never been more sureee

after 2 minutes of arguing against his worries, I brushed my teeth threw my hair in a bun and put on a coat 'I'm ready'. I said squeezing his hand he smiled 'I have something different for us' I grin crept onto my face.

'Harper' I whispered as we walked to the 3rd stories of my mansion 'Austins looking after her' I furrowed my eyebrows 'what' I am confused to whats happening my mind is still buzzing with lights, camera, fans from earlier

'well I wanted to take you on a date since you have been working so hard on this tour so Austin came earlier to pick Harper up, but you were in the bathroom so you missed him'

'darn it but that's fine takes time off my hands'

7 minutes later

the summer breeze sent chills down my spine, It had been 3 years since I had these moments up on the roof watching the sun go down, moments that I missed. having harper prevented these moments she is now 4 and in pre-school, doing well

Joes P.O.V

Taylor was snuggled into her favorite blanket curling up against her chair, her hands hugging the glass of wine.she looked so beautiful, so beautiful that word couldn't explain it.I had set up a blanket and candles down on the beach.I knew I had a big role coming up I couldn't stop thinking about Taylor I needed her to remember me somehow.but I wanted to get something that would mean a lot to her - something different.something she would admire and treasure.

'what are you thinking about Taylor' she shrugged her shoulders 'im just enjoying being out here with you' she smiled pecking my lips 'why don't we walk down to the beach' I questioned she pursed her lips I pushed a stray strand of hair behind her hair I grinned away

'so we're on a date?' she furrowed her eyebrows I nodded wrapping my arm around her tiny figure.'well let's go then I guess' she jumped up yanking my hand 'slow down baby' she cackled.

Taylors P.O.V

we walked down to the beach as the flax bushed swayed down the path, it was completely dark silent I smelt the salty air as I followed Joe down to a small area. There was a picnic blanket laid down with a few candles and many roses scattered around. A small hint of romantic music coming from a UE boom.' oh Joe' I gasped my hand slowly made its way to my mouth covering it entirely

'you did this for me' I asked  Joe squeezed my hand (a/n ;) nyd) 'I'm gonna be gone for 2 weeks, I wanted something special you'd remember'.there was a permanent smile plastered on my face I hadn't felt this happy since I got engaged.'well come on then' I said as my feet touched the sandy beach

once we reached our destination I settled into the environment 'Joe' I said trying not to cry.'Oh baby whats wrong' he started to rub my back 'I -I think I might be b be pregnant' I burst into tears 'and I'm not ready' I managed to scream through my tears.

( A/N Joes British so hed pronounce it Tayla ;) )

'Tayla^ love listen to me please love' he said rubbing my waterfall of tears away with his thumb. 'what' I sniffled.'It's ok baby girl Take a test and if its positive you know how much Harper has wanted a sibling I know your not ready but it could just be a bad stomach ache' he was right I needed to take a test it was a lot to take in the last time I felt like this I was pregnant.

I hugged my knees 'can we go in I don't feel like talking about this anymore' he rubbed circles on my back 'as long as it will make you happy' I nodded he was always so positive and that was just one of the thousands of reasons I love this man

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sorry for lack of updates I haven't been motivated to write but oh well here's something I have the next few parts planned out so I might update soon

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DELICATE

sorry but I wuv that song I hope she also attends I think calvin ahrris is going woooo hoo time to see them reunite