.sorry for all the notifications I may have sent you basically i was on discord with a friend who I dont want to read m fanfic and I have my share screeen on so she could see my screen and I was on wattpad I didnt realize it was shared tho so she saw my user and stuff so I quickly had to unpublish everything and then publish all my stories agaiin so sorry guys
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6 weeks later
I paced around back and forth where the test lies, Having harper was perfectly fine but I had to put my career on hold for 4 years to raise her safely.I'm in love with not only her but Joe too were married which still scares my will having this baby cause him to leave?.My mind was buzzing with questions Joe is getting so many acting gigs right now which in a way scares me if I'm pregnant again he'd have to throw those out the window to take care of another kid.
after four minutes I closed my eyes taking in a deep breath exhaling loudly through my nose
'pregnant' I couldn't believe what I just saw 'again' I muttered I looked at myself in the mirror lifting my shirt up to reveal a still flat stomach,'how am I ever gonna tell Joe' I winced at the thought of having to tell him and the media again.I put my hand together and prayed I was hallucinating except I'm not I facepalmed letting out a deep sigh this is too real for me.
I could hear harper kicking the door for my attention 'what do you want honey' I asked stuffing the test's behind some hair products under the sink 'I want to go to the park please' taking her to the park would at least take my mind off this whole situation.
'ok just let me get ready then I'll help you out', I unlocked the door and walked into my huge closet which harper followed into I picked out a white high neck sweater with a blue denim jacket which had my name and a snake embroidered on the back and some ripped jeans.I threw on a pair of sneakers and swung a backpack around my back It was a black leather one Joe bought for my birthday a few years back.
'can we go now' harper pleaded 'mhm soon we need to get you ready' she rolled her eyes obviously learning that off me, I picked her out an outfit which my stylist bought for her birthday when she was 3 it's crazy to think she's turning 5 soon shes growing up so fast
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'now can we go' she said practically begging on her hands and knees ,'yes' I smiled 'yay' she said jumping up and down.'Can daddy come she ask' I didn't exactly know how to answer Joe had been shooting away for 1 week despite the rumors about him being in London with other girls.'well he's at work honey, in another country he's not in LA with us' she outed in disappointment 'he's never home anymore' she said walking to the front door it made me quite sad hearing those work come out of her she was so mature and a great talker Joe had missed all this being ''filming'' I sighed 'I know but at least we can facetime him later' at least brought a smile to her face
Harper was getting along with all the other kids quite well she was sharing her toys which she rarely does, and happily running around they were playing some princess and prince game and how a dragon was going to get them who one of harpers friends Emily was acting as.It made me happy to see my daughter getting along with her friends and making new ones.
'Harper' I called as I thought of getting some Starbucks she wasn't into coffee or anything but a hot chocolate and a muffin was her cup of tea.She ran over her face was red and sweaty 'what' she panted 'well I was thinking we could go to Starbucks' she smiled happily 'i'll say bye to my friends then we can' she skipped over to them and proceeded to say her goodbyes.I held her hand and buckled her into her car seat.
It wasn't until I had started my engine when something stopped me in my tracks 'mamma look'
