i'm with my friends again
i love them but
sometimes, i just feel like i don't fit in with them
i try to help them a lot since they've helped me a lot as well
but the only problem is
sometimes i'm the replacement
some people only need me when they need something
sometimes if i'm not there
they just pick they're closest friends
like my friends
when i'm not in school i feel like they don't really care
yes, they message me to ask why i'm absent
but i know that they left me
since i wasn't there my friends probably chose other people to go out with
they chose other people in probably everything
but even if i'm in school
i'm with them but it felt like
a trash
sometimes they just don't notice me at all
sometimes they just left me in the classroom
again
i don't wanna look like a loner so i tend to go into other groups
to look like i fit in
i've helped a lot of my friends but sometimes
some of them don't help me
they fucking hurt me back
❝I get so jealous because I know how easily replaceable I am
I'm nothing special❞
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Chingu | joonie
Fanfiction❝a person whom one knows and with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, typically exclusive of sexual or family relations.❞
