i drank almost the whole bottle
before i fucking die
i searched the symptoms of painkiller overdose
so i might at least be ready for it
•Constricted (pinpoint) pupils
•Loss of consciousness
•Depressed respiration (slowed breathing)
•Cold, clammy skin
Drowsiness
•Lowered blood pressure (hypotension)
•Weak pulse
•Nausea/vomiting
oh that's nice
it must be fucking nice
i sat on my bed
then i'm starting to feel
a bit
drowsy
my eyes were starting to close
after that
all i felt was a soft bed
and all i could see was darkness
i guess i'm already dying
it feels nice
❝Have you ever just randomly started crying because you've been holding in all of these emotions and pretending to be happy for way too long?❞
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Chingu | joonie
Fanfiction❝a person whom one knows and with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, typically exclusive of sexual or family relations.❞
