Chingu | joonie

12

i opened the bottle

still smiling

i went to the kitchen

to get water

then i came back

to my room

i sat in my bed while holding the painkillers and the water

i looked at it

this is it

this is the one that will kill you physically

and he is the one who will kill you emotionally

but the one who will kill you mentally?

i don't know, there's so many of them

and it hurts a lot

since painkillers are supposed to kill your pain

they're supposed to kill you as well

let's try it, shall we?

❝pain changes people, it makes them trust less, overthink more, and shut people out.❞