chanmi's life was distorted and she had no clue where she was, how she got there, and what fucking year it was. but she knows she's alone and having fun with some strangers.
all she can recall is coming in with chan and jaehyun, but getting separated as the girls who asked them to come took them away. the girls didn't even acknowledge chanmi's existence when she had arrived with the two boys.
currently the two other boys were trying their best to stay sober around some provocative drunk girls. they were also worried about their friend who they had come with, in fact she was what was on their mind as the girls kept throwing themselves onto the boys.
however chanmi was just drinking her beer and dancing with a mix of girls and guys on the dance floor. she got used to girls using her to get closer to chan and jaehyun, it was annoying, but she got use to it. the only reason she constantly agreed was so she could have an excuse to drink and forget about her problems for a night.
chanmi absolutely hates drinking alone, or being alone in general. she tries to surround herself with people, but she can't always be with someone and she is left home alone. just as it's always been. she hates being alone, yet she's been alone since she was young.
currently chanmi was dancing with a guy who decided to pull her closer to him. she didn't really care, but she was definitely not going to be taken by a stranger tonight, so she thinks about ways to get out of the situation
before the guy could do anything, chanmi hands him her bottle of beer and smiles at him sweetly. he holds the empty bottle and looks at chanmi confused, but she just walks away from him. the boy watched as chanmi walked away, still holding her nth bottle of beer.
chanmi casually walks into the bathroom, hopping onto the counter as she pulls out her phone.
Choi Sunmi
How has staying alone been?
Have you been eating enough?
at this point, chanmi was tired of holding everything in and groaned as she saw the incoming text.
Chanmi
fine. yes.
Choi Sunmi
I miss you sweetie,
take care
the only problem with drunk chanmi is that she voices her sober thoughts.
Chanmi
yeah right, i'm sure
you do.
Choi Sunmi
Of course I miss you,
you're my daughter,
why wouldn't I miss you?
Choi Sunmi
I love you, you know that
Chanmi
is that why no one
knows i exist?
Chanmi
is that why you moved
to Busan while leaving
me in Seoul?
Chanmi
is that why i was
neglected as a kid?
is that why i got used
to being lonely?
Chanmi
because you "love" me?
Choi Sunmi
You know how your
father gets
Chanmi
STEP-father, I don't even
think of any type of father
figure when the name
Doyoon comes up.
Choi Sunmi
Chanmi. Don't say
things like that
Chanmi
like what? the truth?
Choi Sunmi
Chanmi
Chanmi
he's the reason you left
me behind. he's the reason
i wasn't allowed to see
grandma and grandpa
from dad's side.
Chanmi
he controlled our lives and
you're too blinded by
the attention and money
to see it.
Chanmi
bye, i have work
to do, Sunmi.
Choi Sunmi
Chanmi.
Read 10:06 PM
chanmi did have work, her project. yes, she was thinking about it even though she was heavily intoxicated. but the only reason she was thinking of it was because of her partner, lee minho. what an odd guy.
chanmi got off the counter and walked out of the bathroom, looking to leave the party earlier than usual. most times when she goes out like this she would come back home at four in the morning, but it looks like something else is calling her name.
she exited the building, looking around, trying to hail a cab. at this hour, there were usually a lot of cabs in the area because it is well known for the late party nights. eventually, chanmi finally waved one down and she got in, telling the driver the building which she lived in.
she pulled out her phone once again to see numerous texts from a Choi Sunmi, but chanmi only left the messages on read.
main bitches of film
chanmi
i'm going home now, don't
forget to use protection!
chanmi
i'm also going to
work on the project
BYUNGchan
wtf wait, you can't drive
home, we have the keys
to the car
peach jay
you just left us???
chanmi
i'm taking a cab, i love
you guys, have fun
with those girls
peach jay
wait no we only came
for you
BYUNGchan
be safe at least, tell us
when you get home
chanmi
okay! love you guys!
immediately after that text, jaehyun and chan left the club to go back to their apartment and sleep. chanmi on the other hand, was stumbling up to the floor which her apartment was, but she walks past her own door.
"knock knock!" she smiled as she did the action she yelled onto her neighbor's door.
the door soon opened to reveal minho, her neighbor, a towel on his head, fried chicken in hand, and a face which screamed that he was utterly done with life. the boy was wondering who was bothering him as he ate, but his question was answered when a girl fell onto him as he opened the door.
"chanmi?" he looked at the girl and wrapped his arm around her waist to support the drunk girl, he made sure the chicken he held did not touch the girl.
chanmi giggled and looked up, their faces so close that they could feel each other's breath against their faces, "hey minho."
minho sighed and held the girl tighter as she began falling backwards, "you're a hand full."
