~Suicidal~ (Jimin x Reader)

Chapter 2: The One

"Whats Wrong Jimin?" V Asked While Putting his hand on your shoulder 

"J-jimin.." You whispered 

"I'll Talk About It later" Jimin Said back to V 

"You Sure?" V added 

"Yeah" Jimin Replied 

"Im Going To Go Home" You said to the 7 boys 

"Bye!" They all said except for Jimin 

"Can I Walk You Home" Jimin asked you deeply 

"Sure.." You replied 

"Y/N WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?!?!" He whisper shouted at you once you got far away from the boys 

"BECAUSE MY LIFE DOESN'T MEAN SHIT JIMIN!" You yelled 

"YOU REALLY THINK THAT" He whisper yelled back as someone came up to you 2 

"Yes She Does" Your sister said while taking you away and walking you home 

"Wait!!" Jimin tried to catch up but couldn't 

You and your sister walked inside your home as you went straight to your room. As soon as you walked in you crashed onto the bed...thinking...thinking 

"FAT WHORE" 

"UGLY BITCH"

"RAT" 

"TRASH" 

"DIE IN HELL" 

All insults you heard millions of times over, and over again repeating in your head each second. You walked into your bathroom looking deeply at a box sitting on the sink. You stared at it for what seemed like hours but was only seconds. You wanted it to end. Now. You grabbed the box and opened it as you stared at your wrists. The box had razors and a sharp knife inside of it. You grabbed the razors and stared at your wrists and the razor for what seemed now like years when it hadn't even been 10 minutes. The same words danced through your head. You finally took the razor and cut your wrists twice as only one left a scar. You were about to move onto your legs as you heard a buzzing from your pocket. It was your phone.

"Mom: GET DOWNSTAIRS NOW" 

It read. You put the box with razors and the knife back onto your counter. You ran downstairs as your mother started to yell 

"GET A JOB!! MOVE OUT YOU SUICIDAL WHORE!!" She yelled 

"FINE GIVE ME A MONTH!!!!" You yelled back 

"FINE 1 MONTH AND YOUR OUT!!" She yelled as you walked upstairs 

The same words danced through your head all night. Suicidal,Whore, Bitch, hoe,Rat, Trash" you started to think about Jimin. After you thought about him he danced through your head clearing and cleansing all the mean words out as you fell asleep 

"I Love You" Jimin Said dipping you on the ball-room floor 

"I Love You Too" You said while in a puffy red dress as Jimin smashed his lips against yours 

You felt dizzy the whole room was spinning until the room was violet and you saw Jimin crying standing on the edge of a bridge looking at you