The Ugly Twin #Wattys2017

Chapter 33 - Tension.

1. Become a baker.

Jongin stared at the paper infront of him. He shifted his head to left, examining the first point he had written there. He pouted his lips as he recalled everything that he wanted to do in his head.

Jongin's hand that was holding the pen moved and stratched the paper infront of him. Sound of water droplets filled the private onsen that Jongin was bathing at.

2. Exploring the world.

The pen moved again on the paper, creating more words there.

3. Get married in French.

4. Living with my loved ones.

5. See a rainbow.

Jongin moved back his pen and blinked. See a rainbow? What was he writing? None of his wish seems possible! Well, to see a rainbow is one of his wish indeed. Seoul is a crowded city and he really want to see a rainbow even just once in his life but...

The tanned boy slowly laid his pen and paper on the floor and moved further deep to the onsen.

"What I want to do, hmm..." Jongin hummed while closing his eyes and drowning his body to the onsen. "There's a lot... But I don't know if I could do them all."

Jongin sighed and lowered his body even more inside of the hot water. He opened his eyes a second later and stared at the view from his onsen.

Magnificient.

Chanyeol's choice of hotel is superb. The one with the most extra-ordinary view Jongin had ever seen. It was built on the top of the mountain and in the night-time Jongin could see stars on the sky, shining so bright it looked unreal.

Jongin stared at the dark blue sky. Even though he had spent a full day in Japan, he still couldn't believe that he finally landed his feet on his dream country. Jongin recalled the day he had just passed. New place, good foods, nice weather, friendly people... It's almost perfect for Jongin.

Almost.

You know what's missing?

Family and love.

Jongin gulped down forcefully when Sehun's face flashed through his mind. It was a lie if Jongin told people that he didn't miss Sehun. Heck, he missed that blonde-haired boy so much. Jongin secretly keep think about Sehun all day in Japan. He couldn't let go the image of Oh Sehun. His beautiful Oh Sehun.

Jongin turned his head to the left out of the onsen, glanced at his phone which was placed neatly on the desk. There was no call neither message from anyone. Well, he changed his number. There's no way people could contact him. Jongin's eyebrows twitched when he was suddenly overwhelmed by the urge to just grab the phone and call Sehun, telling the other that Jongin missed him like crazy and that Jongin wanted him back.

No, forget it. It made Jongin sounded so desperate.

"He doesn't want me, he doesn't want me, he doesn't want me..." Jongin whispered to himself, eyes closed tightly to shooe away the feeling that he had.

Jongin stayed unmoving in his spot for a few seconds before finally opening his eyes and shifted them toward the sky.

"You are just playing with me, right? Sehun?"

Jongin's own heart throbbed when that words slipped out of his mouth. Sehun's face once again flashed on Jongin's mind. Sehun was so desperate and pathetic that time, pleaded for some seconds to explain everything. Jongin bit his lower lip. Jongin was dying to hear the explanation Sehun wanted to say and he was already at the edge of hearing them when Sehun suddenly attacked Chanyeol. Sehun shouldn't have attacked Chanyeol. It wasn't Chanyeol's fault at all! Chanyeol was just trying to cheer him u-