Epilogue

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Jongin knows life isn't meant to be happy forever. There are still times when he feels down. There are still difficulties taking control over his emotion. Doubts and insecurities are there once and twice. Sadness and regrets also pop out sometimes, but Jongin will never back away or run from his life. Not anymore.

Jongin finally can understand how to appreciate good things. He has to accept rains to create a rainbow. Happiness and sadness should be balanced, just like the white key and black key on the piano. At the end of the day, those two create harmony.

Jongin also has stopped being jealous of somebody else's life. Every time he feels envious eating him alive, he will remind himself that he should just focus more on his life. There is no point in envying someone else's life.

No life's perfect, even when it looks like it. Taemin's life is imperfect, Sehun's life is imperfect, Chanyeol's life is imperfect. Everyone struggles. Everyone cries. Everyone fights. Each has its own battles, something that they should deal with. Jongin has no idea about what is it, and he doesn't need to know it.

Back then, Jongin used to lusting over someone else's life. He used to envy everything under the sun but himself. Jongin used to hate his life, being unsatisfied with every aspect of himself. But now, if he had a chance to get reborn in this life... He would still choose to be himself. He would never trade his life with anything because he knows his life is precious.

Jongin promises himself that he will treasure his life with all his might. He will never ever complain about any difficulties that comes around. He has been given a chance to live again, that is more than enough blessing for Jongin already. He can't ask for more. He has been truly truly blessed, he has no other reason to mourn.

Jongin will live his life to the fullest, making all his dreams come true, growing all his talents (yes, Jongin and Taemin join the SM dance groups, one of a well-known dance club in Seoul. Sehun falls even harder for Jongin when he discovers his boyfriend's ability to dance.) Jongin also making sure that he will make each day of his life counted. He will shower his family with affections, he won't spend any day without saying 'I love you' to his boyfriend, and he will always be on his best friends' side whenever they need him.

Jongin will count his blessings and ignores the sorrow. He was once lived in darkness but now he stands under the bright light.

Yes.

He's proven to the world that he can be anything he wants, anything he dreams of, no matter how unclear his future was.

Yes.

Now, Kim Jongin is more than just the ugly twin.

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 14, 2021 ⏰

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