Chapter 1

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Nika
Nothing hasn't been the same ever since they died. I feel like I'm lost without them. I still blame myself for Roc's death. That was truly my fault. I should've took him back when I had the chance, but hey I was pregnant and I had a child who needed both of her parents. Speaking of kids, I miss Kat and King. Why die at such an young age? I don't understand at all. nothing can cheer me up. Bree is fine, she's 5 right now and CJ and Indi (Twins) are 3. Their getting so big and can talk very well at 3 years old. Now Ljay has change fr, I think he's starting to become like Roc when he was abusing me. He slapped me last week in our bedroom, for no reason, just hit me. What am I going to do?

"Mommy!" yelled Indi

I ran down the steps and saw her curled up in the corner screaming and pointing. I run up to her and pick her up and start rocking her.

"Baby girl what's wrong?" I ask

"There's a spider on the wall." She cried

"Ok where is it Indi." I say while putting her down on the couch.

She points the wall. I turned to see a tiny garden spider. Indi isn't a bug person, she hates bugs especially spiders like her aunt, Crystal. I go up to the spider and kill it with a shoe. I go back up to Indi and smile at her. She looks just like Katerina, it's crazy. Sometimes I call her Kat by accident, I just miss my little girl and CJ looks just like Roc but has Ljay's hair. Oh did I mention that I'm 1 month pregnant. Yes I'm having another baby YAAAY. More kids. I'm glad we have a big house. CJ and Bree came down stairs with a photo album. I forgot I had this book.

"Mommy what's this?" ask CJ while sitting right next to me, Bree and Indi on the couth.

"That's a photo album." I say

"Hey look that's me." says Bree. I'm surprise she remembers.

"Yep that's you, Kat, and King." I say in happyness

"Whose Kat and King?" Indi and CJ ask

"Their your and Bree's older brother and sister." I say in a sad tone

"Where are they mommy." ask Indi

"They died before you and your brother were even in the making." I say

Bree let one tear fall from her eyes. It's hard for here right now. To find out about this. Now he twins are founding out.

"Hey that guy looks just like me." says CJ.

That's when Ljay walked in, life saver. The kids run up to him and hug him. I still haven't told Ljay about me and Roc sex moment. I don't want him to find out. Not now. But I need to tell him sooner then later. That's when CJ grabbed the book and took it to Ljay. and was showing him pictures.

"Hey dad how come this guy looks like me? is that my uncle?" ask CJ

Oh shit now I'm defiantly getting my ass kick now. CJ just had to be like Roc, having a big ass mouth that he can't control sometimes. Ljay look at me then back at CJ and the picture.

"No that's not your Uncle, I don't know who that is, kids go up stairs me and mommy need to have an adult convo." he says while looking at me.

I swallow in fear. OMG what fuck do I do. Wait I'm pregnant he can't do anything while there's a child inside me right? The kids go upstairs and Ljay looks at me. He puts the book down and walks up to me.

"Is something your ass hasn't told me Nika.?" he ask in a pissed off tone.

"N-No honey." I say stuttering.

"Is CJ my child?" he ask

"Huh?" I ask

"YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I SAID IS HE MINE NIKA, STOP PLAYING GAMES WITH ME!" Ljay yells.

"After I layed my ass on that damn bed pushing out YOUR kids for 3 FUCKING HOURS THEN YES THATS YOUR CHILD JUST LIKE KATERINA WAS YOUR CHILD!" I yell.

He slaps me dead in my face. I fa on the floor crying. My eyes out. He always hits me when we fucking argue. Broken Hearted right now.

"You fuck that nigga didn't you!" he ask

"You know what Ljay yes I did, while you were gone Roc came over the house crying to me and telling me he wanted me back in his life, He was still InLOVE with me Ljay. And yes I was pregnant with the twins at the time. I was only 2 weeks though. Baby for give me please. You can't get mad and try to fight him cause he dead, you remember that. Roc used to be your friend too." I say

"But my ass didn't know you were fucking him while I was gone off work and when Bree was school! You basically let that nigga stick his dick in you while your ass was 2 weeks pregnant Nika! I'm mad as hell that your stupid thought I wouldn't find out. You took a vile Nika and you broke that shit!" he semi yells

I know he didn't I say I took a vile when his ass did too. hell naw.

"You did as well ass whole, I didn't get married to fucking air did I? no I got married to a ass whole witch I think was a bad mistake, I should've took Roc back when my 'stupid ass had the chance!" I bark back at him.

Ljay look at me. His face was red and next thing you know my ass is getting beat. I scream to the top of my lungs. I tried stopping him but he's too strong for me. After he beat me, he left out the house. He's turning into to Roc, just like I said. I go into our bedroom and go to the bathroom. I had bruises all on me. My neck, arms, back and thighs/legs. I beat bad. Why do I have to relive this.

"CJ is really Roc's child, I fucked up bad." I say to my self.

CJ
I can't believe i found out who my dad is and the thing is, he's dead. I feel hurt and betrayed. Why did this happen, I don't deserve to live. I go into the kitchen and grab a knife.

"Good Bye World, I'll miss you." I say.

"CJ NO!" cried Indi, but it was to late. I stab my stomach, but I'm still breathing

Nika
I run downstairs and hear crying coming from the kitchen. I go in there and see Bree and Indi on the floor. Bree moves and CJ's on the floor bleeding badly. It was a good that he was steal breathing. I run up to his body and scream. I can't live like this anymore. This isn't the first time, this is the 3rd person who I loved is dying. I lose another child of mine.

"Call 911." I tell Bree.

The police came and they took his body away. I cried and cried and cried.

The girls were sleeping on the pullout bed except me. Indi cried her eyes out, she almost lost her twin, her blood and so did Bree. How am I going to tell Ljay about this. I called him and told him to meet me at the hospital. CJ was still alive thank The Lord, But now I don't know what's going to happen to from this day forward. They got him sleeping now cause of the medicine. I hope he's going to be fine.

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