Baby Moma 2

Chapter 12

Nika
Me and Chres have been dating for a while now. I saw we've been dating for 6 weeks now and I'm kinda happy. In happy that I'm back in a relationship and all, but just the feeling of us together gets me worried. What I'm trying to say is.....I don't think I love him like I used to. I know when we had sex it was like I needed that shit, but now us dating out of blew is just..... Man I don't know, I just don't think I live him anymore. He's starting to act like another person and I don't like it one bit. I'm starting to get sick of him and these other chicks he keeps sleeping with.

I woke up, got in the shower and put on my work out clothes. I looked at the bed and shook my head. He's not home again. This is the eleventh time he has lied toe saying he's going out with his boys. When truly he's out fucking a bitch. I don't want to be no fucking side bitch, I wanna be a main bitch. Instead of me working out today I took the kids to my aunts and I went out shopping. Yea imma show him I'm not the side chick type. I went to Victoria Secret and bought thongs, laced panties, bras, and perfume. I went to the make up store and bought make up. Then I went to Forever 21 and bought hella clothes. I went to Icings and bought hella jewelry. I bought a tight red dress that showed my curves and bought red bottomed while I was at it. I put my stuff in the car and drove to my girl Keke salon so she could do my hair and nails. I got call from India and answers.

"Hello" I said

"Hey boo, what you doin?" India ask

"Girl bout to get revenge on Chres." I said with a smirk on my face.

"Why y'all so cute." India said

"Cause he think he gonna play me with 6 different women, hell naw I'm bout to get his ass." I said

"Oh lawdie what are you gonna do Ni Ni." India ask I a worried tone.

"Oh don't worry just know I'm going to handle him." I said

"Try not to kill em." India says

"I'll try." I said then hung up. I pulled up to the salon and got my hair done and nails done. Keke also to my make up. When I got home I put on my dress and heels. Filled my glass with wine and sat on the couch waiting for Chres. I sat up for hours and hours, I just sat and watch tv until I heard him come in. The clock hit about 12 am and he still wasn't home. Then the clock hit 1 am, still wasn't home yet. I waited for 2 more hours and this nigga finally comes in. I turned on the light by the remote and sipped my wine looking at him. I just look at him with that "nigga" look.

"Hi Chres." I say smirking at him. He jumped and turned around and gave me a "oh hi baby" look. Yea he's getting his ass beat today.

"Damn baby you look sexy." he says while bitting his lip.

"Where were you?" I ask sipping my wine.

"I was uh, I was um.... at my sisters." he says with a stutter.

"Your lying." I say while putting my drink down. I laughed a little bit while he just stood there looking at me.

"You think I'm stupid huh?" I ask

"No baby I don't." he said trying to walk up to me.

"Don't come no where near me with nasty ass perfume on you." I say

"What? what are you talking about?" he ask

"You think I'm stupid Chres, I know you be sleeping with other women, I should've known you were like your brother. You treat me like the side bitch, don't you get tired of your old life huh?" I ask

"Listen baby, I'm sorry and-" I cut him off

"I don't wanna hear it, just leave please." I say

"But Nika baby forgive me please, ok sorry." he says

I stop and remember when Roc did the same thing Chres did when he cheated on me. I had tears in my eyes just thinking about it.

Flashback

"Nika baby I'm sorry forgive me please." Roc said while on his knees begging.

I just shed tears while looking at him. I couldn't say no, so I said "I forgive you baby."

End of FB

Back then I was weak, but now this new me isn't taking second chances. I just shook my head at Chres and pointed to the door. He crawled to me and held my knees begging for my forgiveness. I could help but shed a couple of tears. I couldn't take this mor could I handle it. All I could do is shed tears while looking at him. This hurts to realize he's just like Roc on the inside. I bent down to his level and held his face. Our eyes were connected, his eyes were watery and I couldn't help, but to whip his tear away.

"I love you." he said in a shaky tone. I felt hot tears roll down my face. I knew he loved me, but if he truly loved me he wouldn't have done this to me.

"Please forgive me." he said with his watery eyes.

"I can't Chres, you broke my heart. Your just like him, non faithful." I said. I kissed his cheek and left my red lipstick on him.

"We can still be friends, but nothing more." I said while getting up. Chres got up and walked to the door. He looked back at me with tears in his eyes. A tear rolled down his face with sorrow.

"It was fun while it lasted, I will always love you no matter what....Good bye Nika Wynn." he said then closed the door behind him. I locked the door and went upstairs and cried my eyes out. Those words hurt me badly. He reminded me of Roc so much, dammit. Why does this happen to me only. There was no turning back to him for anything. I should've have slept with him, there shouldn't have been no sex connection between us. I just sat in my bed and realize the shit I went three in my life. First it was Ljay then Roc then Ljay and now Chres. I dated my dead ex husbands twin brother. I wasn't thinking at all. I want somebody to love me for me, not just for looks ya know. I couldn't even think straight all after those words he said to me. I remember when I was young and Ljay left. I had to take of King and Kat by myself for a while cause Roc wasn't around that often. My heart felt like it shattered into a million pieces. I realize how thirsty I was for him and how bad I wanted/needed him. Shit the more I think about him the more I get horny. Dammit, I couldn't help but think more about him.

"What if I truly did love him." I said to my self. I guess I would never know.