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When fantasy hits you hard and leaves you crawling alone

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When fantasy hits you hard and leaves you crawling alone. Then even if your sobs are louder than the screams of silence , you'll always be unheard , unseen and a mess of shattered pieces of yourself .

So at that time of misery , you need to get up . Flip your hair back and look straight in the eyes of reality. Because you're going to face it .

You are going to face it with your wide arms and stitch your heart with your hands .

Seeing the couple around everyday , more accurately ; An unapologetic Taehyung and a happy Aera . Jimin realised what he was doing .

He realised , he wasn't hurt because of Taehyung , his former best friend . He wasn't hurt because of Aera , as she chose Taehyung instead of him .

He was hurt because of his own deficient self . He dreaded to face himself as he didn't want to look in the mirror . He didn't want to face the reality .

He was so immersed in his fantasies . Those fantasies , where he would be a delicately sculpted , tall guy who would have no fear and have his love with him . Whose  personality would be so  glowing as it would diminish all the negativity in his life .

He thought he failed in all his efforts when he got neglected , by Taehyung and Aera . His self esteem was dying despaired in the depth of a hopeless well .

It was never anyone else .
It was always him .

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