Lauren : The Black Widow Chronicles

The black widow chronicles Nyemiah

Have you ever seen something so beautiful you just stop and admire from a far . Watching it move along like water  its like being  a dear caught in head lights.  Its crazy because i just cant stop staring at her . The sight before me I wouldn't trade for the world am literally frozen in place. 

Its like she cant even see or notice am here watching her. Her connection to the music makes her moves look so powerful  graceful even. I would be lying if I said I didn't get emotional I couldn't help it . The sight before me was filled with so much raw emotion. I wanted to reach out to her but I didn't want to break her focus she  just  looks so at peace.  This is a side to her I never get to see. Always so closed up honestly felt like I didn't know her at all but now I feel like I do .

The studio door is never open I always knew she was there but now I know why she was always in there. It was her home away from home it keeps her balance her sanctuary.  She's the most sexiest alpha female I've ever laid my eyes on. How many other things does she have under her belt.

Lauren was always full of hidden talents , but this dancing her studio  sanctuary . I could never see it coming ,her vocals were always amazing to me but . Seeing her use music to another level got me a little mental.

Laurens P.O.V

I saw him but I couldn't stop how I felt. I was emotional so the song I choose spoke to how I felt. In my head he was my violent truth but also my comfort Inn. I've known him since we were kids .

Rolling in the dirt because I never knew how to keep myself out of trouble so he was always my cooler . He used to call me short stack since my 5'8 frame was nothing compared to his 6'5. 

Memories ,memories of how it used to be . If it's one day I hate to remember is the day he moved away . Never really knowing the reason why I guess I kind of lost my self in the process . I no longer had my comfort Inn, nobody could tell me different it was my fault I caused to the change.

When we had free time we would do what ever came to mind but that day we trained . He said I need to stop holding back. So that's exactly what I did I didn't play weak I fought with everything in me. We were so in sync it was like waves we clashed then can back down just to be together again as one.

Two peas in a pot you could feel the electric current in the air the push and pull of sweet harmony. Once  upon a time it was us against the world it felt like we were unstoppable We were going to change the world. I forgot for a fleeting moment who I actually was and feel in deep I kissed him and the world stopped . I was so high up in the clouds I didn't want to come down the touch of my  supposed mate couldn't even come close.

That kiss changed everything that day I didn't see him as much as I used to . Every time I asked for him he was always busy doing something then our training schedules changed . And it was my fault that it did it felt like  I ruined everything  I didn't really know he left until a week after .

he broke his promise he said he would never leave .